Temporary obsessions and stupid ramblings

MUST WATCH HANNIBAL RISING~!!!!!!!!

Well call me outdated or whatevah. I just wanna watch that movie..

Reasons.
- GASPARD ULLIEL WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!! *screw me. How can I possibly call myself a Gaspard Ulliel fan without watching his first movie where he spoke English in a LEADING role.
- Dude, Hannibal Rising : prequel to Silence Of The Lambs, Hannibal, and Red Dragon. *haven't watched Maneater/Manhunter *i don't remember* yet *.. BTW, I'm a VERY big fan of all those movies. Critics I don't need ya! =P
- Dr Hannibal Lector, ILU! Lolz he's a cannibal so what. He pwns other evil villains. YESH HE DOES!
-Dunno lu. Maybe Gong Li? She's pretty cool I guess.


Right. I'll get the DVD soon. I asked my dad to get it for me. He owes me since I managed to score a friggin unexpected 94 for maths. I'm REALLLLYYYYYY happy for that cause I got a very bad C for Maths the last time.. So getting an A is a major improvement. Guess my work paid off HELL YAH!


I'm really very very bored these now. I could be studying. But then finals just finished so I don't think my brain would like to be crammed with more nonsense/so-called-facts anymore . There's no point in studying. Seriously the whole day today I've been running back and forth, or more like limping back and forth from the PS and the computer. There's just absolutely NOTHING to do after the exams. It's either PS2 or Comp. And that's so friggin boring.. I could be playing my DS but,
-Battery died.Funny cause I remember Lithium Ions don't die fast =
-I've only got two games. And both of them are in Japanese. HELLASS! Pokemon and Death Note.


Ahhhhhh screw it. I'm inevitably bored and clueless right now and its bugging me to the max daammittt.

On the brighter side of my life, I've got new air conditioning for my room. FINALLY! The old one died coz something got stuck in the fan yada yada. And a new amp wheeeee!!!!! Major Major happiness because. NOW I may blast the music fullproof and annoy my neighbours !!! HELL YAH! Mr Alex watch out I'm gonna blast Teenagers just you wait bwahahahahahahaha. NOTE : Mr Alex : My neighbour who hates loud music and ecstasy. Says he would rather settle for jazz and coffee anytime. btw he's a lawyer and has this thing against juvenile delinquents. I still like him though. Albeit him being against loud music and ecstasy. =)


Anyways, my leg hurts a lot these days. and my hair keeps dropping. can't be cancer right? Coz hair only drops when you're undergoing chemo. Something to do with heat radiation and all that. Yah I HAVE to know this. My parents work in in a hospital. My dad in anaesthetics and my mum in cardiology.


Ohh thheee joy of having your daughter knowing all about cardiology and anaesthetics~!!! and neurology, urology, pathology, rheumatology, psychiatry and what and what not.



*sticks out tongue*
Dang who cares.

eh?

HELLLL YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!





Me to exams : You're over.. Shoooooo.. Bye bye.. Don't come back. *slams door*

exams : eh?





Yes. Well, exams are officially over. at least in my school they are. C=



I guess I can scrape through this time. I studied enough. So I'll just have to wait and keep my fingers crossed until the results come out. Finger crossing always leads to badddd luck for me. I'll pray for a miracle instead.

Right. Stuff happened this week

-Thomas, my big brother met in an accident and now looks like a chicken skinny version of the incredible hulk. -__________________________________-"
-I have a v.v.v. unexpected birthday party coming up. At least, WE have a birthday party coming up. We = Fi, Anna, and me..My Oh My
- I flunked my P.E theory test. Yesh we have P.E in WORDS. Man that is just SOOO wrong.
- Jonathan gave me a new mic! love you my darling cousin~!
- Got cakED.
-Watched Dead Silence. Which might I add is v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v. grotesque and scary. Ventriloquist dummies are scary. >.<



Moving on, I've been very very spiteful these days. I can't believe I hate someone so much to the extend of wishing her death. I feel so bad. Very very bad. I just hope nothing happens to her. I'll die if anything happened. I seriously will.

My FFVII Dirge Of Cerberus is.a.wreck. scratches.everywhere.dies.
Normally I wouldn't care so much. But, dude, this game of mine is 10000000% original.
that's why I care a lot..

eiiiiyahhh it's probably my fault too. I bought the game 1 year ago (literally) and haven't finished it yet. 1 YEAR WTFFFFF?!?!?!?!?!? And I dare call myself a gamer. huuhuuuu.. Liar liar// Yo ass is on fire.. ='(

WHEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

YAYSSSS!!!!


Heroes.second.season.out.in.youtube.happy.happy.joy.joy.wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, the second season for Heroes is out YAY!!!!!!!!

Actually it was out 3 weeks ago I was too engrosed in watching Hana Yori Dango..
Anyways, Claire has a new boyfriend. In Heroes I mean. He can flyyyyyyy.. I though Nathan was the only one who could fly. Guess I was wrong.


Things to do:
Study
Find something out from Isaac
Eat, cuz I'm hungry.

Listening to : Clumsy - Our Lady Peace...Dunno why but nowadays I'm totally obsessed with Alt Rock. ME LOVES RAINE MAIDA!

--< I know you'll come back someday. On a bed of nails I wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out,or fade away

The Three Emo People.

HOE MY GAWSH!!! -_____________________________- "

I MUST GET CASTLEVANIA EVEN IF I HAVE TO CRAWL MY ASS TO BOOM DAMMIT!!!!!!!!

NOTE = BOOM is a game shop in that mall near my church. Not Parade btw.

I MUST GET IT DDDDAAAAAMMMMMIIIITTT!!!!!

Why? BECAUSE IT HAS VAMPIRES IN IT THAT'S WHY !!


*runs around the room screaming and pulling her hair out*


Okay, so its only LOOSELY based on vampires but WHO FAFFIN CARES! * JoLee yo CAPSLOCKING is starting to affect me la*

Come to think of it, I wonder why the existence of vampires affects me. Is a positive way might I add. No wait, do they exist in the first place? I know Edward doesn't....TT.TT.. He's too perfect ='(


Ezriann Charanya's oath
I FRIGGIN DECLARE THAT I EZRIANN FRIGGIN CHARANYA WILL GET CASTLEVANIA AFTER THE YEAR END EXAMS AND also defeat Riku in KH1 and get turned into a Heartless cardiovascularly challenged creature. HELL YEAH LAMEASS~!!!

-________________________________________________________-"

So right now I'm currently being pisssed off since my I just slit my thumb and it hurts like faffin crazy..I can't even type properly now since its so pethaticly and thickly wrapped up.By me I dare say.

Why was my thumb slit?
A. I was stupid
B. I was playing with the scissors. AND I was stupid
C. I was scraping something off the wall with the scissors and cut myself

OR
D. I'm an emo kid who's too scared to cut her wrists so she slit her thumb instead. O_o

OR,
E. A mutant ninja penguin did it. * don't you be skeptical about this. THINGS happen ya know *nods head while having that detention-teacher-explaining-the-dangers-of-premarital-sex look..*

The answer = Go figgy.


My dad says the wound was pretty darn deep so it'll heal in about 1 week. 1 WEEK!!! My exams are in *counts w/o a thumb* 4 days. BENCIIIII *starts cursing in Malay*

Celaka you bodoh dan teramat terbenci babi-fied punya finger of mine!


Translation = DAMN YOU STUPID AND MOST HATED-EST PIG-fied FINGER OF MINE!


Darn now I can't write properly. Not that I can actually write properly in the first place cuz my writing looks like shiet.. It's tall and pointy btw.

Tall and pointy.

I feel like a tour guide in KH2 describing the infrastructure in the World That Never Was. LAMESHIT! >.>




I'm suppose to be studying Geography/Civics right now.*Hell yesh we have Civics in Malaysia. Malaysian students are supposedly very civic unconcious har har so is your mum*

I don't feel like EVER touching my books though.I've been studying nonstop for the past 7 hours and I think I deserve a break. I didn't even eat my lunch..*groans*


Eiiiiiyahhhh, I don't really study THAT much in the first place but my parents made me a deal. And I won't turn on that so I don't give a damn. I WILL STUDY MY ASS OFF DANGIT!


*passes out*


Current Mood --> Hungry and pissed off. Buden Hungry + Dead thumb + Exams coming = Mega Super Duper Pissed off.

Listening to --> Fall Out Boy - I'm Like The Lawyer Who's Always Trying To Get You Off [ Me + You ] ILU F.O.B~!!!! They're helping out Invisible Children Inc ..U GUYS ROCK HARDCORE!! And Switchfoot, RELIENT K!!! and MCR and RYAN HANSEN TOO!!!

Lolz. I'm overconcious about social crisis' in the world..I'm damnwell aware of that.
So now you know that if I never become a cardiologist *yes that's mah damn ambition* or a professional game critic, or a Nobody, I could always resort to being an activist. HURRAY ME!! *smacks self*

**GO watch the vid for Me + You. It's really sad. Its about child soldiers in Uganda. And how they're forced to go to war.

I'm lazy to post it here.*SHUUDDDUPPP you i know that's not out of the ordinary*
Besides, I'm watching KH2 Spoof episode 4 all over again. Hehh..YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!




.....and as for The Three Emo People. That would be Carey, Jill and Me. Who knows why..We, actually it was me. Nevermind. We decided to brand ourselves as emo people. Coz we get soo darn sad all of a sudden and start rambling on about stupoid incoherent stuff. Like Guitar Hero, exams, Audition and boys. Buden we have this peoblem that everytime two Emos talk on a topic like lets say Audition, the other Emo gets left out. How patheticly maddeningly irreversably saddening. Screw life. And everything in it. =P

Ahhhhhh teh weirdness

Okay, well.
Decided to blog a bit before going for the funeral. -_-

Right, so I heard that one of my grandaunts who was suffering from pulmonary oedema has passed away. gahhhh, actually she ain't my grandaunt. She's not even related to me in fact. BUT I do love her to extend of considering her as my own grandma. Although my current grandma is very much alive. *touch wood* TT.TT

&& I pray that her soul may rest in peace. After what she's been through for the past 1 month, she definitely deserves it.~~

I'm bloody depressed about this. ;_;But it's better for her to go up there than to stay here right? Especially since she had a stroke and fell into coma shortly before permanently leaving.. Death is definitely on the winning side in this case.

Anyways, My new obsession - MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER ILU~!!!
Not forgetting Gaspard Ulliel of course. I'm in love with his acting..=D

hehe. Nevermind da 'Gubler' part of his name. That's kinda weird. But.. * pauses for fangirl effect* he's so darn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YAYS!!!..
Erm btw, he's Dr Spencer Reid in Criminal Minds. The genius fella. With adorable almost Willy Wonka hair. Except Willy's hair is much more.... shiny. >.>

Right. Moving on. Have any of you Simpsons fans ever notice how ridunkulously adorable is Chief Wiggum's son Ralph Wiggum is? Despite his weird 70's style dressing and lack of hair, I find him very adorable at times. It might be coz he's so darn annoyingly stupid at times.
I mean, dude, how can you not find him cute when he says:

Ralph to his parents : Mrs Krabappel and Principal Skinner were in the closet making babies and I saw one of the babies and the baby looked at me......
OR
(When Marge puts her hand on his shoulder) Help! She's touching my special area!
OR
Hi, Principal Skinner. Hi, Super Nintendo Chalmers. (Instead of 'Superintendent Chalmers)
OR
I'm going to Africa to see lions and giraffes and monkeys and Santa...
OR
Slow down Bart. My legs don't know how to be as long as yours.
OR.....*gets dragged off by someone away from the computer*

FINE FINE.The point is. He's cute. In a very odd way. But still, no less adorable. hehe.









WHHEEEEEEE ILU RALPH~!!


And, someone please explain to me why this vid is erm. ridiculously, *insert 'ghei' themed word*





Especially the begining with all that sparkle and cars and fantasy boo hoo.

exams = the friggin horror of it all

Ohh botherr *that's funny I only remember Pooh Bear saying oh bother a lot*....

Year End exams are just around the friggin corner and I'm nowhere near prepared for it... There's History on the first day so that makes me even more dead.Like fish.



Prolix rantings start here.

Somehow, I envy Shannon a lot. that girl is just brilliant.



Eg: Science exam the next day and she tells you that she hasn't even laid a finger on her science books.

However, she ends up getting a 94 for it. Pathetically saddening.



Got that stupid maths paper we did on Tuesday back today. Scored a low 34 over 40. Darn it. ='(..Benci betul..





Talked about a new person today in the Science Lab. Firewall is her name. Why firewall? Firewall was the best me and Yann could come up with considering our brains were pretty much too fried to actually think of good codenames..
Besides, Cik Azana was talking about the Japan's firewall and how 'keng' it was..



&& It was either Firewall or Keselamatan. [ translation : Safety ] WTF much?



am very pissed off at my mum. She's just so friggin unreasonable these days. PMS or menopause? Or both?IDK.XPP

I think I might still like someone. Jill says I do. But I just don't have a damn clue. I've convinced myself that I don't. Somehow I know that's a lie. I'm only lying to myself if I say I hate someone. That's just so bloody sickening. I don't like anyone DAMMIT~!!...Except maybe that hot IMAX guy I always laugh at. I'm obsessed with that guy. heh. XPP

sighs. I have to go study my skinny ass off now. Bye Bye world.

And Chimerastone, if you're reading this, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!

It's actually 12th Ocotber now. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hope I'm not too early.. LOL. =D

Hawt unknows noobs and 'supposedly emo' killer bands!

Random update time!! WHEEEE!!!!! Pethaticly NOT.



I've got absolutely nothing to talk about. DAMN. Usually I do. *FINE FINE i get it i friggin get it..what i say is barely coherent but dude i reign supreme!!!! At least in here i do [ Dictatorship getting to my head.. BADDDD ]



Well, i started to play KH again. Got no leads on whether FM is coming out in English.. Darn I don't think its EVER gonna come out in english.. ='(



Currently in Atlantica [KH] .. And yes, there's Atlantica in Kingdom Hearts which makes it twice as gay as it was before. *Erm, FYI Atlantica is that Little Mermaid place..yea..wtf moment..eww..O.o..O.o..O.o...O.o*

So last Friday I saw that 'n00b' again. Correction, HAWT n00b.. *dies*.. He was playing Bioshock and I was playing CS..*yes i play CS dammit*
Poor guy kept on dying so many times.. And after each time he 'died', he just stared at the monitor, completely clueless.. Then he'd reload the game and 'die' again..Oh yeah, and he swore ALOT.. GOSH he made me laugh so loud.Even Sam noticed...Sighs... I friggin hope he didn't notice me laughing at his stupidity..Stupid you! Making me laugh crazy liddat! XPP

ZEXY AIN'T EMO!!!!!

Non KH fans, Don't go watch this, you won't know who Zexy is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5wcwk-v-yg&mode=related&search=

WHEEEEEE!!!

Right now, I'm obssessed with Boys Like Girls..Not because they're ALL eye candy but because their songs effin rock~!!!! And they claim they're emo.scoff scoff..

in love with this song~!!!!! And Thunder also. THUNDER ROCKSSS!!! WHEEEEE


Right.

Risque..

Right. The title for this post and what I'm about to write has nothing to do with each other..la di da.

OKAY. WELL.. today was my b'day!! Yet, i don't really feel so enthusiastic bout it.. =D In fact, i've got a long string of complaints today. Bwahahahahahahaha. BEHOLD! I REIGN SUPREME HER DAMMIT!! *dictator-esque voice*


FIRST! I woke up with a blood stained bed. Go figgy.
SECOND! I forgot bout my Ringkasan got an awful wigging at school [ Awful Wigging : 6-7 words of disappointment only bwahahaahahaha ]
THIRD! Leg aches so much DAMN!
FOURTH! Went out to eat. Came back. Left the house key inside the house. Had to wait for about 20 minutes for mummy to come back and help since she was busy attending to one grand aunt of mine who's currently suffering from Pulmonary Oedema. HOpE YoU gEt WeLL!! * eww. I don't type that way, but whatevah!*
FIFTH! Pending..


Right. Well, chocolate indulgence inside my mouth right now!! WHEEE!!! CHOCOLATE MAKES ME GO CRAZYYYY WHEEEE!!!!

ahahaha. Just talked to Diran.Who might I add is 18 before i forget again. His bday was on the 27th and darn I didn't wish him.. So guilty-fying.SORRYYY!!!!!

Anndddd urmm... Oh yeah, Yann and Jo didn't come today...missed them haha. And apparently, some brainless person had speculated that Yann didn't come to school because she chopped off her hair and was to 'malu' to show up at school. HELLASS!! And as for JoLee, not so sure bout her. Probably on her ritual study marathon [ complete with the sweatband and lifetime supply of coffee and ghei porn bwahahahaha ]. Although she denies that, we have our doubts..hehe.


I'M GETTING A NEW CONTROLLERRRR WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Erm. Not a ps2 controller. Maybe sort of la. Its the guitar hero controller. Which I've craved for 5 months! I wouldda bought it but then again, my parents = evil evil evil. They think Igame too much. That's slightly true. Slightly, right. ROFLOL.


12.00 now. Officially not my bday.. haha.. I t was fun while it lasted..

Important bdays to remember
7th - IKUTA TOMA!!!! *fangirl squee*
10th - Anna Banana*wonder if your fans are gonna give you prezzies. >=]*
18th - Chimerastone, hope you read this!
20th - Fi-chan
30th - Amanda.


Guess that's all. Nitez!!

unimportant updates.at the wrong time

Shannon.Came.To.School!!!!!


YAYS!!!
Damn I've missed that irrevocably self obsessed, OCD suffering, hardcore gaming, fickle, and yet so awesome....-ly fat!*not* chicken!

According to her, she was having a really bad sore throat. That was.......funny since I didn't really think that was an excuse to ditch school. Unlike me, who always has a good excuse for why she was absent like perpetual gastric and dehydration.. *smirks*

Lol. She was doing ads today. Advertising my 'beautiful' kerja kayu *translation: wood work* and branding it 'KAYU'.. My POP! bottle, Mediterranean Holiday and in that process, she advertised herself. Not sure why would ANYONE wanna buy Shannon but DAMN U GO GAL!


Missed PJ today. Teacher was unwell. AGAIN. *snarls*. Same ol same ol.
Jill was talking bout her 'problems' again to Carey. Sze Yann was well, being Sze Yann. [ NOTE : Being Sze Yann = Screaming for no reason, Being rude =P,Failing her mission again, MUSHROOMHEAD-ing, debating whether blondie was Kiran or Taylor, obsessively stalking etc etc *Yann dun kill me!* ]..S,J and I were debating about the cover girls for the Private series. I still think Kiran is the blondie!!! Tisha aka Teddy's bday is tomorrow. Haven't got her a gift yet.

But Teddy dear, having me as your beloved deskmate/partner is good enough already, right?


I wanna go IMAX! now! Damn that noob is so *insert word*..Sighs..Poor thing he sucks at CS..But that was what made him so adorable!!

-ezri.

Me = Flippant

Okay Okay.. I take back what I said about my mum in one of my previous posts. SHE ROCKS ME TELLS YA !!! SHE ROCKS!

And apparently, she DOES.

She actually took me shopping on Sunday. Probably to make up for Saturday or whatevah, but it was fun! She gave me a whole lotta cash just to buy whatever I may want. And that included a friggin PS1 memory card!!! *which later had clearly disturbed her since she has this thing against me and mah games.MAN!!*..Anyways, bought lots of clothes. Since my old ones were getting tired of me. NOTE : Tired : Indirect way of saying too bloody small

Right now, I've got a Blue Toms Cap, pants..yada yada. Forest shirt, and pants! And another shirt.The list goes on =)) And btw I'm aware that i buy boyish clothes. They're nice.

BUT. She HAS gone insane this couple of days. INSANEZZZZZ. Maybe its a temporary phase or something, but it's really freaky.

When I say insane here, I mean that she has gone loco. Its not like she's gone on a killing rampage or something..But,

..she just shops. As in goes shopping. For very unnecessary stuff.EVERYDAY. And its actually quite disturbing. Very very disturbing. Almost perturbing.

And I in case you're wondering, what's wrong with a mum shopping?

Well, it's my mum. She doesn't go shopping as if its judgement day for every shopaholic OR as if every retail store on Earth is gonna close down dammit.

Still not convinced?

Christmas is 3 months away. I think *that fast?*

My mum however, bought a Christmas tree today. And its black.

Fine fine. I have NOTHING against black Christmas trees. No omen whatsoever. In fact, it looks tres chic under a dim light. It's HAWT.

But.. that's not the case here.

The problem is, WHO ON EARTH BUYS CHRISTMAS TREES IN OCTOBER?!!

Apparently, my mum does.

And thats not all,

on Sunday : MY clothes and this really really awesome set of wine glasses and plates.

on Monday : erm, that crystally light thingy. IDK !! It's really pretty. Almost wanted to break it. Had to let that urge go. DAMN.

On Tuesday [ Today ] : SHE BOUGHT A CHRISTMAS TREE WTF?!?!

And sarcastically, I asked her what was she gonna buy tomorrow.

My question didn't hit her as sarcasm.

In fact she told me she's gonna buy another bean bag tomorrow.

Shaped like a dice

*kawaiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

DICE? Right. Sorta cute.

What's next, ma?

oooo. New TV for me?

Hah, I wish.


Been feeling kinda low these few days. eiii, who the heck am I kidding, I'm always low dammit.
Hehe. But truly I've been so mixed these days.. I'm bi. I'll admit that. That's not why I'm so mixed though.
I'm actually thinking bout giving EVERYTHING up.
An no, I don't plan on committing suicide. I'm too young for that. Besides, I haven't even got my sorry ass to WCG so NO WAY i'm gonna commit suicide. Not now. Not EVER.

My everything :
-them
-her
-the other her who might I add I loathe a lot.
-every damn friggin thing that made my life complete.That includes kickass gaming. WHICH IS SO UNFAIR!

Sighs.Done with ranting prolixly here. In case you're wondering why I'm being completely hopeless as to actually giving up my gaming, IDK! Even I'm not completely sure of why I would do that. *confused cum blur look*

*abnegates frustration by banging head on keyboard and thus, puncturing her brain. AGAIN*

I'd love to talk about it here on my messed up blog, but I'm just too lazy.

Anyhoo, I wanna watch Rules Of Attraction. Not exactly 'suitable' for me but....WHO CARES?!
Past Perfect.Present Tensed.Future Uncertain

-disoriented-
Study study study

LAME !!

*curses*

Something is damn wrong with friendster.
I'm supposedly sending LAME comments with even LAMER images to unknown people. Not sure if its a virus but damn I'm scared.


Scared that I just might send a comment to THE wrong person.

die die die die die die die die


Sighs. At least I've posted a shoutout screaming "IT WASN'T ME DAMMIT!!"

Anyhoo, I miss Shannon. She didn't come to school today. SO UNFUN! Hehe. As weirdly awkward as it sounds, I miss her. AND HER.But the other HER is a complete FOOL! Who I hate a lot now. Damn damn damn damn.

Sctuff to do:
-Maths homework
-Geography folio
-STUDY STUDY STUDY DAMMIT!
-DIE somehow. Probably of lack of hardcore eating
-Give Yann back her Matilda.
-Ask Isaac bout the freakin mercenaries part in RE4. AND HOW TO GET HUNK!


Sigh sigh sigh. I miss someone a lot. ='( BUT she wouldn't care now, would she?





3 more days to Tisha's bday
4 more days to mine!