i don't care.

Ugh. I just found out that I have 3 former blogs.
I haven't deleted them unfortunately. Either because
a)I forgot the password
b)I forgot the email add
c)Naturally, I forgot both
or
d) Darling dear I don't give a damn really.

And what annoys me even more is the fact that I used bad bad bad bad English. My oh my.

Ahhhh well.. I'll just leave that to that. Not that I actually have a choice of course.

Christmas..nice. but not grandiose.

YEAH! Christmas is over. Not sure whether that's considered as a good thing or bad. I'll avoid dwelling in the fact that I'm more than pleased that Christmas is finally over. Maybe it's the whole herculean amount of chores or impertinent little cousins I despise.

I had an abso-freakin-lutely good time though. I didn't expect it at all. I had this sneaky feeling that Christmas was going to SUCK big time this year. Turns out it didn't THANK GOD FOR THAT.

Not much happened this week. Just a bunch of parties. And very cute, behaved, children. YES THEY WERE *pinches cheeks* HAH! Thank God for Ashley, Keith, Justin, Anna, Katherine and Micheal. And their parents too for hereditary genes! That isn't sarcasm by the way.

I believe yesterday was probably the most funniest day for this whole week. I went to Shannon's house yesterday on account she was having a small Christmas gathering. And we drank Aussie red wine. Mind you I didn't know that red wine could make people drunk. I think Jill and I had a bit too much of red wine. We got stoned man.No wait, stoned is for drugs yes?MMMMMM IDK. But hell yeah we got high. And Jill's case was the funniest. All of us *Shannon, Nyit Yi, Andrina and the two drunkards* went to Jusco to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks. Unfortunately for Shannon and much to my joy, the movie tickets were sold out.BROWNIE POINTS!
So after loitering around in Jusco for a bit, Jill became slightly faint and was so in need for a bench.. AND HER FACE WAS SO FRIGGIN RED. Damn that was funny. So while she was 'refreshing' Pinky and me went off to Popular. Then we went to McD's.. Shannon had already told her mum to fetch us since Jill was unwell. So we were waiting near McD's when Shannon called us and said that Jill had puked. Hehe. I'm aware that it's very repulsive..but I can't possibly stop myself from laughing ya know. It was so funny. I think she vomited because she mixed her drinks and her tummy went haywire.
Conclusion : Jill + red wine + blue cocktail + Pepsi Max + sushi + cookies = Jill throwing up.

ROFLMAO.

School's starting next week. My mood? Ranging from DAMN to YAY every 30 secs. Perhaps I should be more enthusiastic about it. But the thought of having nasty people for class teachers is definitely without a doubt hands down very very disturbing.

Stuff to do
- Exercise books in school
- new uniform GAH
- SCHOOL SHOES ARGHHHHH
- Pack for school
- New Year! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPZ! LEAVE ME A COMMENT WILL YA?~!

ZOMG. I was watching some BJ Novak vids on youtube. And I came across this one. FUGG THIS BREAKS MY BRAINS.




I'm not a racist btw. Just found this funny.

Quote Of The Day
Just as you have planted the seed, I will plant my seed........ in you
- Dwight Schrute [ THE OFFICE lalalalalala ]

christmas is here =P

WOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!



X'mas = TOMORROW!

It's impossible for me to believe that ONE WHOLE YEAR has passed so quickly.

Last year, I was in S'pore shopping at Borders at this EXACT time... Okay fine, not exactly 5.51. But I was at Borders somewhere around 5-6...



And later I've got to go to church. For midnight mass. WEARING A DRESS. Lol I've actually gotten used to wearing dresses. But not this one PLEASE. It's extremely uncomfortable and prone to 'a Marilyn Monroe' ANYTIME. And it looks like what a bridesmaid would wear. And it has FLOWERs. FLOWERS. PUHLEASEEEE.. FLOWERS? ick, actually it's only 3 itty bitty roses. But that's pretty much enough for me to go 'HECK NUU I'M NUT WEARING THAT'

Ah well. Who cares about dresses. CHRISTMAS IS COMING IN 6 HOURS WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!



God knows why I'm being disturbingly jovial now. Must be some serious OCC/OOC/ GAWD I DUNNO thing.

Well then. HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

we're innocent dammit!

*runs away crying*

The next time I see a bunch of carolers. And Santa Claus, I will cry.

Yeah, I'm afraid of Santa Claus by the way.

Ever since I was 4 (the first time I saw him)
I dunno why. Maybe it's the whole red apparel..Or the fact that they look rather smaller than Santa..Or that wide-almost pedophile smile. Or his beard.

Shucks, I'm still trembling dammit..UGH.



I love Christmas. And I don't mind saying that.I just don't like Santa dammit. Wonder why my rents and sibs don't seem to comprehend.

Uh well. I'm looking forward to watching Sweeney Todd soon. Coz' Johnny Depp is SINGING. And there's nothing better than a deranged demon barber and pies made of corpses. XD..
So other than my very, very morbid fascinations, nothing interesting happened.

Except in my sister's case though. She's been getting calls from a suicidal junkie. Apparently that girl has been crushing on my sister's friend *who's a guy* since 'forever'. Forever is 5 years in this context by the way. Hell yeah baby I was 9 now I'm 14.5 years DOES seem like forever no?
My sister's been stressing that Elliot is only a friend. I have no idea what's that girl's problem. Must be some obsessive disorder. She says that my sister is ruining her life. How deluded can she get?!
What an idiot. My sister seems awfully calm about it. It almost scares me. She says that girl can go to hell for all she cares. And she's NOT suicidal. People who have that 'burning desire' to commit suicide are normally secretive about it. They don't go around parading telling the whole world they're going to commit suicide without any substantial reasons. SUCH.AN.IMBECILE.
Elliot knows too. He hates that girl actually. Poor guy. Don't seem to have a choice here do you?
According to him, that girl has been 'stalking' him ever since. She's so obsessive to the extend of getting the EXACT same cell number, just a number different.
My sister avoids her calls. But that girl calls IN DIFFERENT NUMBERS EVERYTIME! Desperado..... I have absolutely no clue on why she wants to bug my sister. Sis says she's jealous and wants her to back off because they're so darn close.. Sis won't care. They're not dating. Why should she give a damn?

Oh and, have I mentioned that this stupid girl is engaged? WTF MUCH? Engaged and you still wanna see him WTH is wrong with you?
Even her fiancee has apologized to my sis. Poor guy. DUMP HER DAMMIT! God bless that fella.
..Ah well. Poor Elliot. I feel for ya dude.



Quote Of The Day *lol yeah i know go figure*

Pam: [during a role-playing exercise] Okay, if I have to do this, based on stereotypes that are totally untrue, that I do not agree with, you would maybe..not be a very good driver.
Dwight:[role playing as an Asian] Aw, man! Am I a woman?
-The Office!!! lalalalala

cosplayer rantings

Okay. Is it me or does every Aerith cosplayer look like oddly guy-ish. REALLY!

And what is it with Yuna/Ashe cosplayers. Their skirts aren't that short you morons. Seriously. I was watching a bunch of vids on Youtube. And there was one that had me going 'wtf?'
There was a girl who cosplayed as Ashe from FFXII. AND ZOMG. HER SKIRT IS SO FREAKIN SHORT. That's not how it is at all. Ashe's skirt IS short. I won't deny. But not that short!
And to make it worse, she was dancing.. Geez you n00b Ashe isn't a songstress ya know. Yuna is. Not Ashe. Time for a trip to Wiki?
Oh my. That girl. I pity you. You just made yourself a topic of my merciless mocking.
Ick, I swear I think I saw her ass. Can't help but staring ya know. Especially if the skirt is that damn short and something suddenly poked out and catches your eye.
*shivers*


Am watching another one. Lazy to post it up. It's KH.
Ish. This people! DIE you DIEEE *stabbity stab*
Constructive criticism from a fangirl who knows a hell of cosplaying

Riku : He could easily pass for Kadaj. That's right. Silver hair. Black robe. Bitchy smile. That gorgeous look that makes you say 'I wanna have his babies'. Too bad. He's pixels. And cosplayers/crossplayers normally screw him up. T.T
Sora : lalalalala. Big feet. lalalala.. His hair can stab you. BEWARE. Cosplayers usually look like fat guys. So un-Sora.
Kairi : ZOMG. They're so prettyyyyyyyyyyyy. Her cosplayers are sooooo gorgeous! I love youuuuuu
Namine : Ditto
Xemmy : *oh my Princess Xemmy* *Hands teapot to Xemmy* No one can cosplay as you my darling princess.NO ONE. coz' they'll generally end up screwing you.
Roxas : *slaps cosplayers* You ruined my Roxas.
Axel : Ditto. Nuff said.
Hayner : HE'S HAWT!
Pence : Pence = Live
Olette : YOUR HAIRRRRR
Sephy baby : GO hell ARSES! Yo' hair will never be like Sephy's bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Cloudling/Kitten : His hair can stab dammit. God knows how much le' goop did it take to spike his blond hair. That's tight man!
Aerith : Again with the okama =O
Tifa : *bows down*
Yuffie : ZOMG YUFFIE = CUTIE. *huggies*


Uh well. How impromptu. But nonetheless honest. Not contsructive. But honest. XPP



Quote for the day *go figgy. I'll snag them off The Office*
Bros before hoes. Why? Because your bros are always there for you. They got your back after your ho rips your heart out for no good reason. And you were nothing but great to your ho, and you told her that she was the only ho for you. And that she was better than all the other hoes in the world. And then suddenly...she's not yo' ho no mo'.
-Micheal Scott

I'm a rock!

DIEEEEEEEEEEE. DIEEEEEEEE. WHEEEEEEE
APOCALYPSE WHEEEEE I SEE A BRIGHT LIGHT WHEEEE TEH SUN IS FALLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forgive my pessimistic traits. I'm really heartbroken now. So excuse the shouting and moans and 'constructive criticism'.
ROB PATTINSON AS EDWARD WTF YOU PEOPLE!

Really! You have people like that gorgeous Tom Sturridge and Gaspard Ulliel. Nevermind Henry Cavill. But Rob Pattinson? NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

You just deliberately:
1. RUINED MY PERFECT IMAGINATION AS EDWARD I HATE U
2.Killed my hopes of a good movie.
3. Stole my Cedric! I'll always remember Rob Pattinson as Cedric no matter what. YOU STOLE HIM!

Summit Entertainment you guys are INDESCRIBABLE. 1000 types of evil. And bad casting skills. DANG! AISH. Nevermind. Mary Anne said if my visualization is 'tetap' it won't be tampered. I wish. I have really a vulnerable imagination ya know. Boleh diubah suai.

Even this fan-made trailer says TOM = EDWARD DAMMIT!

TOM SHOULD BE EDWARD DAMMIT!

OOOOOOOOOO. I wish I could take this to Bad Casting Skills court! Who knows if such exists but ARGHHHHHHHH.

Steph Meyer, HELP. And next time just stick to books.

I might not watch the movie now. Heard it's scheduled to be released somewhere in December 08. After PMR luckily. But there's a 50% chance I'm not gonna watch.40% might. and 10% undecided.I actually don't mind Kristin Stewart as Bella. I think she'll do a great job. After looking at some fan trailers, I've decided she'd look rather nice as Bella.

Uh well. The 'damage' is done. The worst Summit could do now is screw up the plot and cast a gay Jake*I still prefer Steven Strait*.

Well then let's not hope for the bad shall we?


I guess, in this oddly deformed way, Rob Cedric does look like Tom. A bit. Just a bit. If it wasn't for the hair I guess. And he's so thin. HE'S TOO THIN. It's almost like he's anaeroxic.


SEEEEE

Told you so. He's whipcord thin. Edward however is thin.But still muscular la! LIKE TOM!
Besides Tom looks devilishly gorgeous.
Guess they could stuff him with food until filming starts in February. And perhaps give him a good haircut. His pics look like mugshots. Don't they?

But yeah, if you tell me to choose between this

*HE HAS THE CROOKED SMILE!!!!!!!*

and


and


. I'd choose TOM! That's how I pictured Edward in the first place. I dunno why I bothered putting two pics up for Gaspard*might be a fangirl thing*, but I'll STILL GO FOR TOM DAMMIT! So what if he's less prominent, he has the looks and the acting ability.
Brownie points = His pictures don't look like mugshots XPP
Awwwwwww. And he has such a cute smile haha.
Ah well. I'll wait for the trailer to come out. Then I'll check out his acting abilities. Or maybe they'll pick Tom after all. I dunno.

Must watch movie for this Christmas = The Broken Hearts Club. Timothy Olyphant is gay baby. And I watched the kissing scene. WHEEEEEEE. HURRAH FOR GHEI!
But yeah, It's kinda cool that he isn't like some prejudiced-against-gays guy. He portrayed a gay. I salute that~!!

FDM blues

Never thought I'd say this. But 'Yahoo! Answers' is my new best friend. WHEEEEEEEE!!!!.
Okay, so i was trying to download a few programs like Limewire and Second Life that day. And yeah I'm one of those 'people' who have Second Life avatars. But I was trying to install the softwares but there was this stupid annoying message saying something bout a corrupted file and skipping a NCRC CommandLine check. And something about some NSIS error. *which vaguely reminded me of NCIS instead. As in the badass cops series.*
I couldn't ask my brother sadly. Coz' then I'd just end up with one hell of a lecture. Since my brother's really overzealous about the comp. GO HELL!.
Isaac told me to search in Yahoo! Answers instead. He said that a lot people usually have this probably. Scratch the people, replace with FDM users. Darn I should've just ask the guy to install BitComet instead when he asked me. DAMMIT!
So after browsing million or what seemed like a million questions with a nice 'NSIS error' on the search bar, I FINALLY FOUND THE ANSWER! Out of another gazillion stupid answers by n00bs of course. It seems all I have to do is UNINSTALL FDM. Gawsh why on Earth didn't I think of that? And use Firefox instead. I've got Firefox. But no intention of using it whatsoever.

Yann you were right. Firefox is better.

salty cake

i made a salt flavored cake. cool huh? of course it's unintentional btw. probably due to my lack of knowledge in differentiating salt and sugar.

after camp madness blogging

Oh damn camp's over. Darn. It was so much freakin fun damn! Uh well. It beats sitting around on my lazy arse doing absolutely nothing related to Christmas. Hell yeah.
but yesh, camp was..

FECKING MEGA PWNSOME

Lol. Doesn't beat Penang though. Sorry, Dad.
So uh. stuff that faffin deserve to be up on my blog.

*falls off chair laughing*
'Transex' *eiiiyahh shuddup i know it's church camp la* cried. ZOMG TRANSEX CRIED. She's so bloody vulnerable man. From what I've heard with skin you'll win , someone left her a flaming comment on that box thingy which might I add I missed out on on account of not coming yesterday.But. Ew. Who cries about something like that? Or was it something else she was crying about. Coz' there was some crap going on that 'PMS' got some flaming note yada yada. I'll bet I won't give a fecking crap if someone wrote me a flaming comment on paper. I'd do the right thing and apart from kicking their asses hard, I would JUST BURN THE DAMN THING DAMMIT.Seriously. Who gives a damn about the world these days. Flaming comments come and go. So be it. No one should cry just because someone says 'you have gigantic boobs and you suck' That's lame shit. Trust me bitch I know a hell about this.

And, people still think I look like Jaclyn Victor. ISH! I don't dammit.
Lol and Leroy said 'HI!!!' to Judy. In her I'm-a-happy-hyper-bitch-way. She looked taken aback when he said that. Maybe it was because it was so GAY, happy, bouncy, and jumpy. SOOOOO HER. *runs away* Me gets scared of the happy-psycho-big boobed-think-they-rock-at-singing har-har-my-dog-can-howl-better people.
And I said hi to Judy during lunch. In the hyper way. It somehow doesn't work on me.
But all she did was say hi. Too bad. So I continued eating.
And all of a sudden she called me and flashed the peace sign. Apparently everyone was suppose to flash peace signs at each other.*I didn't know coz' I came late*. LAME.
Trust me, that was a whole *WTF moment* right before my eyes. I wanted to smack her. Nobody waves the peace sign at me yo. I'm much more accustomed to a hi/wassup/yo dawg/good morning america. Knowumsayin?

Pauline and I ran up to her once and told her she was gay today.. In the hyper way too. Dang I can't help but make fun of it. And this is how it went.
P&E : Hi JUDY YOU LOOK SO GAY TODAY!!
J : O.o
P&E : Urr. You do know what gay means right?
J :O.o
Dude I dunno who : It means happy
P&E : *death glare while cursing silently* MMMMMMMMMM
Christopher : Eh please la. Judy's my girlfriend. *not true btw*
P&E : *arse* Funspoiler
J : OMG CHRISTOPER I LOVE YOU.
P&E : Darn these people. *walks off to Pinky, Sonia, and Julianne*

So operation whatchamacallit is a failure. BITCH IT~!!!

Ickk, half my post= all about Judy and her nonsense. Never baby neverrrrr

There was this one part...where we were told about God's love for us. And how He had sent his only son for us. And there was an excerpt of The Passion Of Christ. Kinda like a fan-movie. with bg music and all. and they showed the part where Jesus was nailed to the cross and how he had suffered before that. For some reason, it hurt so much to see it until Sonia, Pinky and I cried. I dunno. It might be the vid itself landing an impact. Or it might be the fact that it made us realize that's how Jesus suffered for us. It was really touching. It makes me wanna cry even thinking about it.

*wipes tears*

Ishh, something is definitely wrong with me these days. I'm listening to sythopop and trance these days. It's actually kinda addictive. Damn nice.

Listening to : [[ Faster Kill Pussycat by Paul Oakenfold ]]

dun dun da da

Listening to : [ Flipside by The Click Five ] Power pop : my new favourite genre.

Lol. I stand corrected. Camp didn't suck at all.Andrina and Sonia and Pauline was there. Sonia and Pauline were in my group booyahh! It was kinda fun actually. Despite the fact my group [The Blue*comes with the British accent* Group] leader was kinda annoying. I dunno why but she sorta reminds me of a certain perky-i love Jesse McCartney-And I have a better singing voice than you girl in my school. Ya'll know who I'm sayin'?
AND HOE MY GAWSH.Ya know what made me love the camp even more? THEY didn't pronounce my name wrongly. ILU. They didn't dammit. Normally, people have this bad unintentional thing of murdering my stupid name. But this time around they didn't. Darn they rock.
And there was this girl name Anne *freaky huh?* who said I looked like Jaclyn Victor. I've got no comments whatsoever. And there was this one time when we were singing a bunch of action songs, and we had to high-five everybody. And she came up and high fived me and said, WAHH JACLYN VICTOR HIGH FIVED ME.
And I was like 'whaaaa???'

It's kinda nice. The whole dancing thingy, and games, and people shuffling. Damn that makes me wanna try that. It looks like humongoussimo fun. FUN DAMMIT.

Uh nevermind

that. Camp rocked.
well. Did I neglect to mention that was only the 1st day? I didn't go today. Fever. I'll go tomorrow. And expect my death. Courtesy of Pinky and Sonia.

And I must watch Sweeny Todd. Coz' there's nothing better than a movie about demon barbers and corpse-pies. HELL YEAH BABY.


Listening to : [ Disco Hades II by Head Automatica ] Electronica I haven't left you my love.

braindead

*falls off the chair laughing*
ROFLMAO.
The next time I watch another Ryan/Kelly vid on Youtube, I WILL DIE.
Seriously, my brains are gonna come out watching the cute antiques of Ryan Howard on The Office.
Right, so he's a bit of an introvert.And he's somewhat sarcastic, but who cares.That makes him lovable lol.
The whole Ryan/Kelly thing made my brains fall out. Too bad Ryan dumped her. Ah well.
Lol. So The Office = MAXIMUM PWNAGE DAMMIT!.

And this vid = EPIC.



Oh yeah baby. Scranton style. LMAO.

Hell yeah, my brains are gonna fall out.

goodbye holz

Life as I know it, is presumably over. Over.
I don't mean the blood stained windows and corpses everywhere kind, but it might as well be that way.
I can't believe it CAN'T FREAKIN BELIEVE IT.
My brother's PS3. BROKE. Overheated and DIED. My brother said could be fixed. Like duh. He should know coz' he's a service engineer. He's used to dealing with all this crap.
But that's not the case here. In order to well, fill his free time since his PS3 is dead, he wanted my PS2. WHICH IS SO FRIGGIN EVIL I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE HERE WTFBBQ?
So, yesterday at 11.37 p.m, I had to give away my reason to live. Or at the very least, the reason why I'm not decaying for the holz yet.
*cries and then dies*
This is sad. Very damn fuggin sad. Can I become emo now? =(
eeeeeeeee, I cried dammit. I don't cry for stupid stuff, but if it's involving my type of oxygen, I'd have to cry.
*cries*
Darn this whole week sucks big time.
My Penang trip ruined. My hopes of seeing Jessie darling ruined. My PS2 gone. My holz are officially screwed.Hands down. No questions asked.

I don't think there's a brighter side to this. Except for the fact that I'm gonna go watch Enchanted later.Then I'll go pick up a copy of Twilight to complete my collection. It's unnecessary coz' I've already read it, but what the heck I'll just buy it anyways.
Which reminds me, New Moon is with Vanessa and Eclipse is with Carey.And Breaking Dawn is with Steph Meyer.

Oh yeah, HIS CHILDREN ARE SO FAFFIN CUTE!!!!! *huggies*