Gaspard = Gasp-Hard

I'm in a leprechaun mood again~~
And it's all thanks to Mary Ann. XD
Mmm.. just noticed, my sister's name is Marianne. -__- Of all people.

Mary Ann got me high on Hana Kimi again. Mind you, I like the Jap one, because there's better and not OTT acting. Blek!
She was talking about Hana Kimi and since I was living under a coconut shell for the past 3 months, it seems that there's an SP gonna come out soon. Somewhere on 14th of July I think. Isn't that awesome?
She didn't stop there. She was spazzing over that guy in Arashi, I forgot how to spell his name and she was drooling over L'Arc~en~Ciel's Hyde. Damn I can't believe he's 39. That's freakin impossible. He looks so hawt, could even pass for 30 or 29 or God knows what.

And then she was talking about Jpop and how much it makes her feel comfortable... Yeah, go figgy. Frankly, I'd go with Jrock anytime but Jpop is fun too I guess, in an awkward, gay way. =P

It's so fun talking to someone with the same interests. It's better than a dead beat conversation like : A : you like coffee? B: erm, no. I follow what my english textbook says. Caffeine is bad. A : Oh. well do you like music? B: I have no interest in this repulsive thing you call 'music' on account I have no such thing as a life. So yes, if you talk to me, you'd be wishing you were talking to a fish, that can't talk. Unlike those fish in that movie, was it Finding Norman?
[ No, that wasn't an excerpt of a convo. ]

AND ZOMG. SHE LOVES THE STROKES. SHE FREAKIN LOVES THE STROKES. And YESH, I'M ADDICTED TO THE STROKES HOMG!!!!!
I love them, their songs are super addictive and absolutely amazing.
*sings Reptilia in a horrendous tune*


Uh wells. I need to go finish up my Art folio. I had to do a new one and I'm only at the 4th page now T_T. No sleep tonight.

[ Sure beats catfights ]

I can' think of anymore ways to hate you.

And no, not you, but both of you. The yous that make my life a living hell, sort of like purgatory. Only, purgatory is better isn't it? You're not there to make it worse. Why? Because as everyone who's deluded [including me ] knows, you're perfect. You go to heaven because you don't sin? - I beg to differ. - You're good hearted and whole other shiet that make me hate you even more for it. I haven't got any reasons left. You've already used up all of them haven't you?
Dear darlings, you claim you're perfect? I beg to differ. If you're perfect, what am I? Beyond perfect?
What if I asked you to leave? A pity I can't do that anyway. I wanna tell you that I don't need you, that you're better gone, the both of you. You should be repenting, that's what you desperately need to do. For all the hurt you've caused me, I could swear you hell. But I'm a pushover aren't I? I can't do that even though I try. I love you both too much to even say the words.

Well then unlovable[s], I'm glad we agree on hating each other so much. I'd like you to drown in acid, but that wouldn't be fair now would it? You deserve much more worse. For every line of hypocrisy, lies and wrong justification, you're in for worse.



Lol. Isaac was telling me about Rose Mcgowan just now. That ivory coloured girl in Charmed. Paige, I think. He was telling me about the one time she was at the MTV Music Awards with her then boyfriend, Marilyn Manson. Apparently, that was the first day Isaac became a pervert [ and yeah that was just a way of saying the he got turned on ], thanks to what she wore. So that set me of wondering what on earth could she have possibly worn for the award show that made Isaac a horny pervert that he is. [am not sorry XP ]

It had me lol-ing for 5 minutes straight. But I'm not gonna post it here in case people think I'm an obscenity driven gay pervert. But I'll link you to it. XD

Potential Porno?


If you saw it, weird isn't it? I don't know whether it's obscene, but it sure is weird. It just looks like a bunch of strings embedded to her body. Heck, if I didn't know any better, I'd actually think she's auditioning for something. Like Girls Gone Wild perhaps? XP
Do people even audition for those types of things?


As for the top part of my post, go figure. I'm to effin pissed to even begin to comprehend.

idiotically melodramatic.

FANGIRL TIME!

........I wish. It's so hard to find any dirt about La Sex Muffin.And yesh, that sounds cute.
Apparently, he's doing three freakin movies right now. One which was shot in Cambodia in December, WHILE I WAS IN BANGKOK! T______T. So close yet so far.
If I'm not mistaken, he's an angel in a movie. The Vintner's Luck or something like that. He's an angel *flailspazzdie*

Turns out Jo wants Gaspard to be Edward in the upcoming Twilight movie [which is totally gonna suck thanks to a fugly Edward T_T ] Damn you Rob Pattinson or whatever your pansy name is.But yeah Jo, Gaspard IS Edward yeah?
Too bad he says he won't play unreal characters. He wants to play real existing things, REAL people dammit. Which generally means no vampires, werewolves, leprechauns O.o
I wonder if twisted cannibals actually exist :S

I ain't gonna talk about school today, thanks to a great deal of ostracizing. But school was actually kinda fine today. Except for that bloody menacing Nincompoop which kept on freakin every wuss out in my class. I still don't know what scares me, the cat or Vivian's screaming

And Jill was forcing me to sing Who I Am Hates Who I've Been and Stop Crying Your Heart out so many times. Darling ah, real ones sound better.
Came across Alex Evans stupid Deviant Art account just now. I don't know why, but I have this thing against sick, sunburnt emo kids. They look like they're on Heparins or something. If that's the correct med.=) But really, Cay-chan how on earth do you get infatuated by emo kids? They're sad and all we do is use them as adjectives. I'm emo, you're emo, my dog is emo

I need to go eat now, preferably something short so I can come back and rant more. XP

lackluster for noobs.

It just occurred to me that I don't talk much about meh video games these days. And being the dunderhead I am, I suppose I should make a list of games I MUST and want to play.

Numero uno.


Why? : You'd be proving yourself to be an idiot if you played DMC1 and 2 and 3 and not play DMC4. Besides, new characters are always worth brownie points yah? And from what I've heard, with skin you'll win this game is a helluva lot harder. And better weapons yays!









Numero dos?

Why? : Again with the idiot conspiracy. I've already proven myself to be an idiot for not playing the second game. [that's Betrayal and not GoW2 mind you] But then, I don't like playing a 2D ripoff of a 3D game. So yeah. GoW:CoO is an awesome game because of it's realistic blood effects, lighting effects and shadows as well as improved enemy intelligence. At least you don't see enemies running around in circles and hitting you with cheap weapons. It's sure to land a spot on IGN's Top 10 games for 08/07, I'll bet on that.











Numero tres

Why? : It's KH, that's why. It's an RPG. It's a Hack AND Slash RPG complete with a beautiful story, mind blowing graphics, and nice music.THAT'S WHY. Right, I'm exaggerating. The story is unique in a good way. Graphics, doi they're of Squenix. Think Advent Children but in a more 'spikier' way. Music : Heavenly. Lalalalala. Threw em all together and you got KH! Birth By Sleep however, depicts a more darker and mature side, sorta. Wells, at least there are pretty keyblades. XP


And Numero Cuatro. I'll stop at four - I see people sleeping already. XS


Final Fantasy XII:FNC. It's divided into three games, FFXIII Agito, FFXIII, and FFXIII Versus.

Why? : Fine. I admit, I happen played any of the FFXII games. But that's because none of them are even released yet.. X) ...
Let's make a checklist. TOTALLY HOT male AND female protagonist? CHECK. Awesome gameplay? CHECK. Potentially great music thanks to Nobuo Uematsu and Masashi Hamauzu? CHECK. Oh right, AWESOMETH GRAPHICS?????? CHECK AND MATE! At least I can always count on Squenix for helluva rocking graphics. Cutscenes are so amazing, i'mgoingtocry. It's gorgeous. Can't wait for it to come out. The stupid release date is yet TBA. *runs off to weep*


Uhwells. I can't play any of them games actually, thanks to major public exams. T______T
Maybe soon after PMR? I'll steal my bro's PS3 bwahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha. Pity him, he's gonna lose it again. Guh I feel bad for him.
Mmmmmmm, maybe I can somehow negotiate with my parents to buy me a PS3. *runs off to plan*

Shiny Toy Guns' Le Disko is fricking addictive, especially if you're an electronica fan.

remercier Dieu pour mort

You wanna know what's maddening? The fact that 3 folios need to be finished, a stupid exam that's coming, and another stupid bunch of exams that need me to study my weak ass off. But that's not all, everything has to be done within 1 MONTH. 1 freakin month. That would mean I need to finish up 3 folios, study whatever I have learned from Jan 06 to April 08, and on top of that, I need to practice.

Can I just skip all all of that and go weep in a dark corner? It's much more easier compared to burying my head in a book =P

I found back my headphones, so I've started listening to Shiny Toy Guns. I fell in love with their single, Le Disko thanks to it's beautiful fusion of electronica and synthpop. For all of you who don't know Le Disko, it's the song used for the Motorola RAZR2 V8 commercial. Gorgeous phone isn't it? I've always had a passion for sleek, thin phones. That's why I still use Motorola but not Samsung. The SGH series looks anorexic - too thin as if they're trying hard to recreate a better version of RAZR.

Anyways, Deskmate-ku and I finally finished our Oral exam yesterday [ after 5 weeks of postponing. ] We were actually supposed to be the 1st one up, coz when we drew locks, we got a piece of paper with a short vertical line drawn across it. So I went "wtf no number?" And then 5 seconds later it finally hit me that we were up first for the exam. But since Puan Lin wanted to be the patron saint of manners fair, she randomly chose numbers. Ironically, we went last. Cool, ay?

GAH. The iron board fell on me yesterday and now my head hurts like hell. Wonder if there's any internal bleeding.... >.> Morbid fascinations.

mmmmmmmmm, I've found out that I'm potentially infertile during Science yesterday. According to Puan Seow, those who have menstrual cramps at an early age and have it frequently stand a higher chance of being infertile. Not sure whether it should be regarded as something perfectly fine and unimportant or something worrisome and important. Uh wells, I'm only 14/15/a kid.

Sighs~ Off I go to finish up my darn folio, which might I add is barely full.

As for my post title, it means 'thank God for death' in French. Don't ask me why it's French. Like I stated before, I get infatuated easily. And yeah, I did use a translator because I suck at French. It's so difficult, I'd rather be learning German or Jap....or Norweigan.
So yeah, thank God for death, I suppose I need it.

-- I just noticed that my chatbox kinda blends with my blog. Awesomethh!

[insert something my deskmate said which was inspirational]

DAY 2 of no sound.

I might as well rip my heart out and watch it bleed since I feel so empty without any sound serenading my ears.
School was such a drag today and me being an impatient idiot that I am, spent the whole day bugging my deskmate for the time. I don't wear a watch to school thanks to countless number of times where I ended up losing it after the 5th day I bought it.

If I could do one thing right now and get away with it, I'd like those idiotic technicians at TM to die a painful, burning death in my hands. Why? Well why not? Stupid Streamyx is fucking around again with it's slower-than-my-brains speed.
And after multiple times I've complained to those slipshod arseclowns, [yeah I COMPLAINED, not my dad] they didn't do anything about it. FUCK THAT. Geez, it's not like you're not gonna get paid for fixing up the bloody wires in my housing area you twats. >=[

I started listening to Bittersweet Symphony, the Oasis cover which might I add is so much better than the original one. I'm not sure, maybe it's Liam's voice, but I'm infatuated with every song of theirs. Not forgetting the kickass lyrics too.

Tuition was actually fine today. We walked as usual, it wasn't that tiring. What was weird was that there were only 4 of us in the class, us and two other girls from PGS. The teacher was cool too, he was wearing that cute shorts again.

So other than the fact that MGS miraculously won in the Choral Speaking competition, nothing much happened at school, like that's an average GASPPARDSHOCKHORROR thing.
Maybe I'd talk about what happened at the Science lab, but who knows, they might read it. Besides, I don't wanna bitch about something so trivial, even though it kinda sucks.

Guh, I fell down just now. TWICE and I'm not even sure why. The floor wasn't even wet, in fact, it was actually super clean. Maybe that's why, it's slippery because it's dry. SWT. Well anyhoo my head hurts like hell now thanks to the iron board which decided to follow suit and fall on me. My head hurts, again

On a lighter note, mum is FINALLY cooking again. Contrary to popular belief that mums are destined to cook, my mum doesn't. Why? Because she spends half her day at the hospital cutting open people and running stupid tests on stupid smoking people rather than staying at home and cooking for me.
So yeah, when she starts cooking, it's a very very very nice situation I'd like to warm up to. Not sure what she's cooking, but I'm sure it'll be heaven. Unlike my lower than low culinary skills.

And it's better that way.

mums yell too much.

Guh. I finally got a chat box thanks to a million complaints by people who don't wanna leave comments. There, happy?

I suppose it'll stay empty for a long time. Sad case. Unless Shannon comes over this junk side of the web to say how bored she is with the PS2.
Uh wells. That's better than nothing right =)

There's tuition tomorrow. I dowanna go at all.
A] I wanna sleep. Deskmate-ku, thanks a lot for infusing your 'I wanna sleep' syndrome in me. Coffee doesn't work like it used to. T_T. I miss the joys of caffeine
B] The thought of having 1 and half an hour of pure numbers and formulas and scary looking PGS girls staring blankly at you across the room frightens me.
C] I dowanna walk all the way to Sejati. It's a scary path thanks to the immense masses of trees and old, haunted looking kampung houses. Say, don't rapists like lurking around those places, perhaps humping tree trunks oblivious that tree trunks aren't children? *sniffs*

There's a cat in our school. It's actually kinda adorable, but yet super annoying. It keeps on lurking around every class rubbing itself against chairs and legs during lessons causing people to go berserk. It's really common to hear shrieks in the Form3 block every five minutes.
That cat came to our class mostly today. And again, there went the scream alarms. Thanks to that annoying cat's fur, I was sneezing the whole day. And then I passed it to Amanda who spent the whole day sleeping during school.
I actually finished up about 4 packets of tissue today! Not a new record coz I actually finished up 8 tissue packets before.

I'm not really sure why, but I hate cats. Maybe it's because of a stupid cat that bit my foot when I was 5 [TRAUMA].. My foot took 2 weeks to heal. T_T
Well anyways, cats.....remind me of politicians. They always look like they have a secret agenda going on. You'll never really know what they want. And you treat them nicely, give them food and blah, but the next thing you know, they scratch you, those hostile, clawed things.
I prefer dogs. They're so friendly and loyal. Except for certain Rottweilers or however you spell them. Like Duffy, my old dog.

Pfffff, I think I can have a career in zoology.
Since when was I so interested in deciphering animal behavior?

Anyhoo, dogs rule. So Q.E.D.

stupid things never decrease. and it's better this way,

T_______________________T

Ugh... I'm gonna wax idiotic. So prepare with the earbuds

I hate PC fairs, so damn fricking much. Remind me when there's a PC fair in Ipoh so that I can plan my terrorist attack.
T_T
My sound system went poof. Not exactly poof, but it can't be detected. Hardware malfunction blah blah.
That's not fair [ heh welcome to the real world Ezri ]
It's only 2 freakin weeks old. That's 2 weeks not 2 YEARS. Bought it at that PC fair. T___T
It cost me 200 bucks dammit.
I don't bloody hell get it. It should be working perfectly fine, not malfunctioning and making me weep. T_T
So yeah, reasons to why my speaker shouldn't die that easily
a. It's Cyber Acoustics. You don't make em better.
b. 4 DAMN SPEAKERS.
c. Have I neglected to mention that I purchased that piece of crap 2 weeks ago?

There ya have it.
WHAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII??????
Guess I'll have to wait till my brother comes back to get it fixed. Must go for an electrical engineering course.

And I watched that Twilight thingy dunno what you call it thing video.
Spider monkey?
No really. SPIDER MONKEY?
WTF?

*insert fangirl WTF squeal or scream or shout or whatev*

eeeeeeeeeesssssshhhhhh.... I'm going off to study. Mid year. HOMG mid year. As usual, I'll die this year thanks to the countless number of geniuses in 3 Hornbill. Remind me again why I'm still in 3 Hornbill?

break in the monotony

I'm back CLOWNS!

Yeah. Pardon the whole infatuation with the word "Clown". It's a nice word, happy and insultful at the same time.
I suppose I haven't blogged for a week. Actually, I got back my comp 10 minute ago. SO ya can say I'm freakin addicted to my blog. Heh, I quit Friendster just so I can spend time with my dear blog.

I kinda wrote everything I wanted to blog down in this dump on a paper, but I'm lazy. It's 3 pages long dammit. And, my handwriting looks like anchovies.

Last week, kinda was bad. Gah, this week is too. I hate it so much. Maybe I'm not one for f'ed up shiet happening all at once, who knows, I'm pathetic.
My mum says I'm solemn these days. I refuse to speak to anyone and I'm a sick, sad little thing. That's what she says.

I wonder if it ever occured to her that I DON'T wanna speak to anyone and yes, I AM a sick, sad little thing. Live with it, you've already been for the past 14 years.

Jill's Deskmate-ku's blog is...... funny, and nice and altogether weird? It's nice coz she mentions me? HAHA. Wells, it 's nice. And I've been quoted so many damn times. Inspirational betul. HAHA. But then, I'm the SAD deskmate. Not such a good thing anymore, ay? Perhaps I should do a good deal cheering up. The last thing I want is for my deskmate to fall into a pit of depression, in which she has succeeded so many times, sometimes thanks to me.

We had that Civics thing last week. It was kinda fun, except for the fact that I was having menstrual cramps [AGAIN] and gastric. So don't expect me to be so sprightly. It sucks to be a girl PERIOD. So naturally, I was in a bad mood and as usual, venting it out on deskmate-ku and other insignificant people.
FYI, DON'T EVER PUT SZE YANN IN A TUJU TIN MATCH.
You'll end up having your ears bleeding. LOL. No offence Yann, I'm helping the world. =P

Gah. I watched the Saw franchise, alone. It wasn't released on cinemas [IN MALAYSIA] albeit I'm sure I wouldn't have gone because it would've been +18. Nope, I can't fake an 18 year old, I don't look like one. But yeah, Saw is bloodcurdling. I mean, I don't mind the psychotic serial killer, coz I've been there before, but damn, Saw is gory. Imaginative plot, thrilling music and a twisted mind. It's a beautiful package for psycho-serial-killer-movie fans. I was literally bugging people to watch it, most of them rebuffed my offer.



Nope. That ain't an unknown character from Star Wars. That's Jigsaw. My new favourite serial killer. NEXT to Hannibal Lecter, because cannibals are awesometh *bites self*








He's so awesomeee. If it wasn't for the fact that he's fictitious, I would have wanted to be like him. GUH, I can't imagine myself as a BRILLIANT serial killer/psychiatrist/brilliant dude.

mmmmm. according to someone, I'm addicted to too many things. Morbid and fictitious and ghei as usual, like that's a suprise. So what if I am? I'm not dying because of it. Maybe I'm being shallower and immature and unwise, but I don't give a damn. Like it or not, addiction is good for me. Or at least, that's what I'm trying to prove to myself. I'm happy thanks to something. That matters.

Yesterday.was kinda fine. Had fun at Pong although I didn't do anything except talk and do accent improvs. Kristal and I should really be voice actors. Cekap career choosing.
I'm still trying to figure out the Irish and Scottish accent. THEY SOUND THE SAMEEEE.
Lol. Uh wells. I asked Carey to fetch me to Pantai, because if it wasn't for her, I would have went back at 5. Thanks Cay.

I reached Pantai and went up to OR. My dad told me to ring the bell, which unfortunately, couldn't be seen clearly. So I went back down and went to CDU instead. My mum wasn't there. So I had to drag myself to Angio ward.. As usual, I got hard stares from people, hate it when people do that. So I grinned back grimly too. I got to OR after 5 minutes of walking SLOWLY. Mum told me to go down to the cafeteria and eat. She probably did that to get rid of me temporarily. I went down. And I didn't know where to go anymore. I turned left, it was the wall. I looked in front, it was Dr Yeap's clinic. I turned back, some guy paiting the wall. Then I gave up on cracking my head trying to trace my steps. I ended up going out of the side exit of the hospital and walked around the hospital until I got to the main entrance again. Thank goodness Pantai is small. Again, I walked around daftly, ignoring blank, evil stares until I reached CDU. Then my mum told me to go down again coz' my dad was waiting for me at the lobby. WTF I GOT LOST AGAIN.

Post today is uber long, so I'm gonna stop. Lazy to write more.


Beer came from Germany and TV came from Japan.

Barely educational.

-_________-

Just now, I was wondering why the 40 Year Old Virgin, Sin City and Brokeback Mountain were never released in theaters in Malaysia, and being a very curiosity driven person, I clicked away to Wiki too check out the Censorship board in Malaysia

Partial list of Films banned by the Censorship Board of Malaysia.

• The Exorcist (1973) - passed for VCD release by Movie Master
• Saturday Night Fever (1977) - passed for DVD release
• Cannibal Holocaust (1980)
• Scarface (1983)
• Pet Sematary (1989)
• Schindler's List (1993) - passed in 2004 for DVD release by Berjaya HVN
• Babe (1995) - passed for VHS release by Berjaya HVN in 1996
• Showgirls (1995) - passed for DVD release
• Tales from the Crypt Presents: Demon Knight (1995)
• Last Man Standing (1996)
• Boogie Nights (1997) - passed for DVD release
• Orgazmo (1997) - strong sex related themes
• Babe: Pig in the City (1998)- passed for VCD release by Berjaya HVN
• Blade (1998)
• The Prince of Egypt (1998) - passed for VCD and DVD release by Berjaya HVN
• Saving Private Ryan (1998) - passed for VCD and DVD release by Berjaya HVN
• Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me (1999)
• American Pie (1999) - passed for DVD release
• South Park: Bigger, Longer & Uncut (1999)
• Fiza (2001)
• Zoolander (2001)
• Auto Focus (2002) - passed for VCD release from MediaMax.com Sdn Bhd.
• Queen of the Damned (2002)
• Pinocchio (2002)
• Bruce Almighty (2003) - passed for VCD and DVD release by Berjaya HVN
• Daredevil (2003) - passed for VCD and DVD release
• Homerun (2003)
• Freddy vs. Jason (2003)
• Underworld (2003)
• Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003) - passed for DVD release by Berjaya HVN
• The Girl Next Door (2004)
• The Passion of the Christ (2004) - prohibited from non-Christian viewers
• Sideways (2004)
• Team America: World Police (2004)
• Saw (2004)
• Sin City (2005)
• Hustle & Flow (2005)
• The 40-Year-Old Virgin (2005)
• Saw II (2005)
• Inside Deep Throat (2005)
• Hard Candy (2005)
• Hostel (2005)
• Rent (2005)
• Brokeback Mountain (2006)
• See No Evil (2006)
• United 93 (2006)
• How to Eat Fried Worms (2006)
• Saw III (2006)
• Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan (2006)
• Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film For Theaters (2007)
• Hostel: Part II (2007)
• Halloween (2007)
• Saw IV (2007)
• Rambo (2008)

This settles it, don't you think? I'm not even gonna be a little bit suprised if Juno turns up there also. GUH. I don't get it. AT ALL. People make movies for comedy, or better, to bring awareness. If you go around banning movies or Dutch products, you're only raising multiple questions. Don't they understand that banning a movie will only make people want to see it even more? And geez, not all movies are so freakin adulterated ya know. Some bring awareness. Like Juno for the dangers of premarital sex SHHEESHH.

And what's with all those supposedly violent movies being banned? Like Rambo and Scarface? WTF? I beg to differ but...Red Dragon is more violent and so is the Godfather. Any idiot would know that biting cheeks isn't what you do on a daily basis.

Bruce Almighty? WTF is wrong with Bruce Almighty? It's religious, right? It gives out the message that God is ALWAYS THERE, no matter what. WTH is wrong with that? I'm annoyed.

Point is, there's no point in banning a movie that has kept people being anticipatory for what seems like years. Not only will you garner raised eyebrows *and glass bottles*, but people are still gonna end up watching it through DVDs. It's not always about how much the movie influences people? Heck what if it's a positive influence... What matters is whether or not people actually get the positive message a movie is trying to deliver. Every movie has one right?

Conclusion : Ban movies wisely. Not randomly.

Besides, KL Drift. It promotes drifting and illegal racing, right?
That's a bit hypocritical yeah?

Too bad people have such a one sided view on most things.

a millions ways to be cruel

I'm suprised I just didn't drop and die while coming back home from school.

Menstrual cramps is agonizing, painful and altogether malevolent. It's times like these I start to wonder why I was even born as a girl.

Ummmm, no more disgusting exposure of female physiologic changes....

School was disturbingly bittersweet today. I came late to school, but thank God, the discipline teacher didn't force me to stand under the Sun. That evil, vindictive, glaring Sun. I don't care whether it's Vitamin D or something. I don't like the Sun. And Deskmate-ku and I skipped Oral again. 5th week I suppose. It was really helpful that we skipped because both of us have already forgotten our text. And I have a bad feeling I've lost mine. Bummer.
My bittersweet day got worse. I left all my money at home coz' I was rushing in the morning to get to school. And it didn't really help that Deskmate-ku and I both forgot to bring our Prisoner Of Zenda. Or our literature exercise books. Gahh.

The Malaysian edited version of Prisoner Of Zenda : A lackluster, bland book with even more mind-numbing characters that have no such things as good pick up lines and tactical planning in their senseless heads which spends most of it's time conjuring up unwise plans to save people who are more feeble than a baby. The Prisoner Of Zenda which isn't of good prose, imagery and vampires is a compulsory book used by all Form 3 students in Malaysia to memorize useless facts and more-than-likely-to-be idiotic names for their major public exams.
See also : ARSECLOWN.

That felt good.

On a happier note,..........................................
There isn't any.
Darn.
Uh wells.
Had fun anyways.

you're invincible.

Like any other day, I have to blog. It's like a regime already these days. Soooo... very...addictive.

School was fine, although I have a lingering feeling that my History teacher hates me. We have this bittersweet thing going on.
Uh wells, anything new? FOLIOS. FOLIOS.FREAKIN DAMN FOLIOS. Geo folio? CHECK. Art Folio? CHECK. History thingmajig folio? CHECK. NIE thingy that-isn't-a-folio-but-i'm-still-gonna-mention-it-coz-i'm-gonna-die-doing-it? CHECK.

BOOM and there I lay at the furthest corner dead.
I live a very sad life. T_T

On a happy note, Shannon gave me back my Pro Street today. She made me come up to her car and then she told me that it she didn't bring it, under that vindictive glare of the Sun. 1 minute later, she makes me run in the middle of traffic to take it, because she ended up bringing it anyhow. Ah well. She looks in pain though. Poor Shannon. She fainted during our LONG (REPEAT. LONG) assembly on Monday. Now she has a bandage slapped across her chin.

I was dying (no..not literally SUCKAZ) to play Pro Street on my PS2. When I first tried it on Shannon's PS2, graphics were an eyesore. Or worse. What's worse then an eyesore? Conjunctivitis? Fine. The graphics gave me conjunctivitis.
It didn't really improve on my console. GRAPHICS ARE BAD. Maybe it's because I'm playing it on a sixth generation console, but ahhhhhhh, it's NFS. More importantly, IT'S EA. EA never screws up on graphics. Look at how Most Wanted turned out? Gorgeous or gorgeous? =D

Pfffffft.

I was reading Jill's post just now and I realized that I never wrote about You Game before. You Game, is an annoying, bothersome, supercilious, toffee-nosed snob who has the assumption that everyone should go about HER way and only HER way. Should they ever deviate, she'll insult them in a tactless way. Conclusion, SHE SUCKS.

And I don't really think Jill abhors her or anything, maybe she's just annoyed by her. By the whole tennis thing. Will You Game read this? CRAP.
I notice that my dear deskmate is being very frustrated these days. Cheer up, love =)

OK GO's Invincible. Is super addictive. And I'm loving every bit of it.

my jaw hurts.

DARN. I want the freakin keygen for Photoshop. But, I hate to download a damn Torrent. No. No torrents. Not ever. NO MORE FREAKIN TORRENTS.

But... since I was super bored just now, I Photoshopped something. It kinda sucks. But I have to agree with it.



Admit it. It's true isn't it?

Lol. I just found out that one of Malaysia's top politicians has Facebook. What's even better? He's quite old. Darn, if only more old people were like this. But then again, seeing your grandmother camwhore isn't classified as eye candy.

Politicians are awesometh.

And yeah, MY JAW HURTS. No more lamb for me please.

the moon doesn't do braids. -__-

HALLELUJAH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nu uh. I'm not going all prayer mode. Not at all. Never will I become a nun a saint.

I've just finished downloading Photoshop. Thank GOD! After 2 freakin hours of waiting over a stupid 59 kb/s connection. Only those TM people know what's up with my broadband. I wanted to use Torrent to download it, because there were probably 10 people saying that Torrent rocks. LIES. It sucks.

Seriously, I don't mind waiting for 2 hours, but 2 weeks is just OVER too much.

Jill was really hyper at school today. She kept on saying GUY IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. -__-... And I, being her deskmate, am extremely pleased that I didn't take the Milo packet and shove it her mouth, which much to my displeasure, did not SHUT UP. Perhaps I should have said in a more polite way. Like exactly we did in Moral. =)
And Kristal was impersonating Paris Hilton during recess..Something about knowing a true friend. She was talking in that bat your eyelashes and say "That's hot" type of way. It was extremely funny and yet very scarily reminded us of someone we all know........ I shall remain silent now.....

I forgot to mention that I played volleyball during PE too..
I was very very very very scared that it might hit me.
But it didn't...
Or so I thought.

It hit my ass.

T_T Volleyball assault

Don't you think it's absolutely agitating when someone thinks they're cool just because they know a lot of bands that don't get much press in Malaysia? Rubbish. I wonder how shallow minded people can get. I can only assume the amount of discrimination they get behind they're backs. Like exactly what I'm doing now. I mean, what is in their empty heads?
It's repulsive. Repulsive and ignorant. Repulsive, ignorant and SHALLOW.

I wonder whether they think they 'belong' to a certain clique if and when they mention unknown bands to people.

Or expensive designer labels

Q.E.D. I rest my case.


Which reminds me, Dresden Dolls. ARE PWNSOME. Thankiez to Kristal for the info!

[ American Hi-Fi - Hearts On Parade ]

ahhh, as for the lame post title, that's what you get when you directly translate "bulan tidak mendandan di wajah" right? Without the face thingo.

my ridunkulously boring Sunday.

There goes my Sunday. My pitiful, pathetic Sunday on which I wanted to spend the whole day finishing up my never ending game of FFX. And instead, I spent the whole day in Bagan Serai, right after Sunday school. Apparently, my grandma wanted to see her aunts, my great-grandmas. According to my mum, the most unreliable source in my entire family, one of her aunts is at her deathbed.
PFFFT.
Lies I tell you, LIES.
She was perfectly fine when I saw her. Heck, she was still walking around like any other ordinary 80 year old.

But that wasn't really the case. Their house. Their freakin house. IS MASSIVE. LIKE SUPERMASSIVE. I actually expected it to be like some kampung house or something. But my mum neglected to mention that her grandma's house is a freakin mansion. I was in absolute awe dammit. Apparently, all my grandpas and grandmums are successful, YOUNG, doctors and lawyers. They're like my mum and dad. SHUDDER.

So we left at 4-ish. And I kept on labeling my dad an emo coz he refused to talk to me. All over Chipsmore. WHAT THE HELL?
Ahhhhhhh, my dad was freakin hilarious today. He said he didn't wanna go to church today, coz there's gonna be an MU vs something match today.So he simply took the route to Kamunting and Changkat Jering and we ended up reaching home at 6.00 instead of 5.00. Mass was at 6.00 and my mum was nowhere near prepared to go for mass. Women these days....
But... Dad you are one smart ass.

And darn. I think I lost my BM2. Its not with me. Not with Jill either. I guess I have to do a freakin new book now. Pn Zainah is gonna dice me up with a ninjato, which is my primary weapon. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. HUZZAH FOR EXTREMELY SHARP JAPANESE SWORDS!!

Uh wells, the incoherent ramblings that lead you to the nice little assumption that I'm always on crack. That's me, bitch.

"Don't eat the black jellybeans"

*beams*

I can't possibly imagine how happy I am.

I got my PS2 back...........!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awesome yeah?

But my parents are only letting me play twice a week. I guess that's not so bad considering my other alternative, no Internet for 5 days of the week.
I started continuing my FFX. Which isn't finished. Yeah I have this craving for playing games 4 years after they were released. Bite me.

I can't believe this. It's the third time my comp is going to the shop. Have I mentioned that it's not even a month since I got it first?
STUPID.
And that lady. THAT ROTTEN LADY. The type of lady who's extremely nice to adults and so fcking rotten to kids. LIKE ME. Don't you just feel like grabbing a vacuum and sucking their high heads down to ground level? I'd like that.

The NIE thing is going to be nice I think. Coz' we get to skip a few lessons of English. That's pretty good despite the fact that it would mean missing our oral exam for the 5th week.

I seem to be so annoyed these days. As if that's something new.. but seriously. I feel like I'm falling back. Can't grasp anything anymore. Can't hold on to something for a second. It just feels depressing and lonely. Always getting the feeling that someones gonna steal your soul away. Or that you're gonna die soon. Like life's worthless and just not meant for you. If you saw someone happy, it makes you sad and it makes you say that you've never gonna get achieve that gay type of joy and someday, everything's gonna fade away and you'll be left alone, in an empty place, wondering how on earth does deja vu happen.

Morbid and uncanny? Story of my life.


And one of my aunts died this week. R.I.P.
i don't know her.

Not listening to any songs coz my fcking comp got reformatted again!

- I liked her when she was an adorable gay. =D

Michael: Yes. It is true. I, Michael Scott, am signing up with an online dating service. Thousands of people have done it, and I am going to do it. I need a username, and... I have a great one. [types something] 'Little Kid Lover'. That way people will know exactly where my priorities are at.
-The Office

This had me blowing tom yam outta my nose. -__-