La-di-da

Now Playing : Nicky Romero - Symphonica.

Okay. So I've only made it a point to blog when I'm back in Ipoh [Avoiding studies] and when I have too much to rant on. Lulz. Can I just type out a bunch of  lists that I see fit? OKAY. HERE GOES.

A list of things that shouuuld be on the top of my priorities list but are currently being ostracized because I'm a lazy ass and am watching The Hangover.

1. Programming practicals. Fml, man, I'm pretty sure I screwed up my mid-term because I couldn't get over the fact that I have to 'write' my program instead of having the ease of typing it out. Can check for syntax error and all, damn beneficial. Okay, not that I'm actually well-versed in typing it out either because I usually end up with 15+ errors before I tear out all my hair, heave a deep sigh and start editing. I got 31/50 for my last practical assessment because I decided to separate too many functions. Ended up with 12 even though I just needed 6. Fail. 

2. Probs and stats test next Saturday. I suppose at this point I should just give up altogether because she's already forewarned us that it's gonna be tough compared to our first test. The funny thing is that our first test was freaking tough as well. So maybe not funny. Tragic, really. Nonetheless, gotta try? No? I should go eat a cookie now.

3. Basic Professional Writing presentation. It's English. I...guess I'll be able to get through this one unless I suddenly a lingual aneurysm and spew nonsense. Oh my my.

I'm actually pretty surprised I was able to spell aneurysm without using a spell-checker. score!

So, yeah. Events in my dull life.

Watched Sanhedrin, an Easter production in CHC.

With Aaron who can never keep a straight face in front of the camera. Dork <3 br="">

With Jill. Anyone who has been reading this blog, since 2007 or 2013 will know that she's my bestest friend. Ever.

I feel insecure. I feel ugly. I take pictures. I glare at them. I edit them. I'm unsatisfied. I take more pictures. I whine. I post them anyway. Nobody would care about this less-than-average looking girl, so it's alright.
I'm ugly,
and that's alright.

If I could.

I would like to do the world a public favour by slapping the living daylights out of:

1. Girls People who are somehow confused on what constitutes "fat" and "thin". When I mean fat, I mean overweight.

2. Said people (mostly girls) who parade around in both self-pity and self-loathing uttering "I AM SO FAT IF I SAT ON A WHALE I WOULD SUFFOCATE IT" even if their BMI is like..under 16 ._.

3. People who publicly scold other people over minor errors. Like, say, if your freakity freaking LRT token is invalid and it isn't even remotely your fault so you're on your way to taking it to the customer service counter oh but wait GODDAMN YOU MOFRICKING BASTARD ALREADY SCOLDING ME IN HINDI TELLING ME TO TAKE MY TOKEN AND GTFO FAHURK YOU.

4. Pompous aunties mocking you rudely. Pictures this: You're walking to the loo in this new building you're in, doors are on your left but they're constructed a bit deep into the wall. No signage telling you which is female or male. Obviously, you'll have to stand opposite the fruitcaking door to see which loo is for whom. OH BUT WAIT BEFORE YOU GET AROUND TO GOING TO TO CORRECT ONE HERE STRUTS A BITCHY AUNTIE GOING "What's wrong with you!? Just go inside lah!"

Well, fuck you too.

5. People...or friends who never save seats for you although you've done it countless times for them.

6. Those damn people who rush into the LRT without letting you go out.

7. PEOPLE WHO OWE ME MONEY. SCREW YOU.

8. Bitchy girls who bitchface you for no damn reason [I KNOW A BITCHFACE WHEN I SEE ONE I'M THE QUEEN OF BITCHFACES OKAY] when all you're doing is waiting for the LRT but apparently holding your boyfriend's hand is wrong because oh look, here are two girls walking past you and you catch one blatantly giving you her "I'm a judgmental bitch" look and you would think she stops but no, she whispers something to her other friend who gives you an equally distateful look.

Well, I hope your skirt gets torn by something sharp and hazardous and you have to end up scouring all over the place in search of pants to cover your bitchy bitchtacular ass.

/rant over.

Jerks.

My skin colour is 
not something to make a
joke out of.


What's wrong with it?

No No No

Now Listening : Passion Pit - Eyes as Candles

Currently parked my arse back in Ipoh for the weekend. Normally, I would've just skipped going back for the weekend to save money [70 bucks for train munny the horror] but I couldn't withstand my frustration with KL life anymore.

I felt so horribly desolate and out of place over there.
So, so homesick and stressed out beyond fixing.
I feel so bad for Aaron who had to endure my insane mood swings and sudden bouts of depression. I've lost count of how many times I ended up soaking my blanket in the middle of the night..or day for that matter.

I was a crying mess.

I'm sorry. :(

But that aside, I'm happy to be back in good ol' Ipoh. My parents just came back from their church-touring vacation in India too and naturally, they brought back a crapload of sweets. Sarees and other stuff too but I could care more for that. DEM FATTENING INDIAN SNACKS!

They brought back a lovely bottle of Sheridan's Coffee Layered Liqueur too. It tastes amazing on the rocks, didn't quite like it at first because it was a bit on the sweet side but gradually as the ice melts, the tastes gets better. Dare I say it, I like it better than Baileys ;D

Started rewatching Doctor Who from the 2005 series because it's nigh impossible to get my grubby paws on the older versions. Damn you BBC for reusing tapes. Honestly, how can anyone not love The Doctor? And CHRISTOPHER ECCLESTON for that. I read this comment on an article saying how the Ninth Doctor was by far, the worst of the lot. Pretty sure I downvoted that..multiple times.

I never gave it much thought when I watched it before - probably because I was in a more immature frame of mind [not that I've progressed that much anyway ;D] - but watching Doctor Who really triggers paradigms you didn't know you could question. Maybe one day our world might just be cluttered with robots too advanced it's dangerous, humanity is stripped of free will, of the ability to rationalize..although I'm convinced half of humanity willingly disposes that. Lol.

Point : Doctor Who has always been and will most probably continue to be a good show. 

I'm stuck with my calculus for now. Not that I'm complaining since.. I like calculus. I'm an Applied Maths major after all.

And yes, that's still a bit weird to say haha.

TOODLESS BITCHEZ.

Our roads are converging.

Lend me a little part of your life so I can stitch it together with a little bit of mine and maybe, just maybe we'll make something special.

I have been spending too much time hanging out with Anger. She's nasty, and she brings out the worst in me. Worst, of course, is just a word compression of Irrational, Over-sensitive, Paranoid, Bitchy etc.

I feel awful and not in the sense that I feel like I've been hurt, but because I've been hurting. Throwing tantrums and subconsciously making damn sure that every week, there has to be an emotional hurricane.

Each one ends with a soft "I'm sorry." and an hour long cry about being a bitter individual.

But this, this is ludicrous. This is my fault.