Not quite that |337 anymore.

*waves happily*
It's 11.44 p.m and at times like this, I like updating my semi-estranged blog :D

Okay. So....first off..I know I'm in no position to judge but...
Why's everyone getting blogs all of a sudden? And geezers, what's with all the poetry, people? I don't get it.
Guess you're probably wondering why I'm so bogged by it, I mean who gives a damn about other people getting blogs right?
WRONG, you arse. Fully because of the continual list of unrelated, uncool, unbloggish, technologically illiterate people getting blogs minute by minute, Jo and I have lost our status as elite bloggers [uhh, we're deluded?], in.....a 25km radius within Ipoh. Kamaimasen. We have LJ and I swear to God if people like those unrelated, uncool, unbloggish, technologically iliterate bloggers sign up for LJ citing reasons like "LJ is sho kool" and "blah blah new place to camwhore and ohhh look LJ cut is pwnsome [like they'd actually know what's pwnsome >.>] or lookie my 42nd Myspace account got pwned", I will damnwell close all 3 of my blogs and I don't know, stick to Plurk or something. Plurk or a random baking site. *shrugs* See what desperation does to you?
I refuse to be some kind of subset of supposed bloggers who get blogs because Twitter, Photobucket, and Imageshack ACTUALLY ran out of storage space for their overly-edited [Obviously, you can tell which is Photoshopped and which isn't, d'oi], multi-angular selfpix. Seriously, dude, Jo and I are well above that. See, we post KimBum pics, it's completely different thing.
And yes, to answer the unasked question, I really am that judgemental, bitchy and smug. I'm evil *waves whipchord thin fingers at you*

Le sighs. The effects of that rash [effects of a rash, IDEK] on my wrist are still there, the blister on the side has gotten huge and on top of that, the ex-rashes part's all bumpy and scarred. It kinda looks like I severely tortured myself with a hot needle, it looks plain bloody horrid. Went to a dermatologist, and he gave a cream but it doesn't seem to be working. My wrist is still bumpy and scarred as ever.

This is such a ranty post.

My parents, Christ, I have absolutely no idea what's with them these days. They probably think I'm going through some horrendous rebellious phase since the way I've been acting lately. Eg : The silent treatment when actually I'm just trying to avoid getting screamed at for petty, barely-substantial reasons. *shrugs*
It just sucks that they won't give me a chance, like I'm not worth it or something. I don't know what's their fucking problem, I mean if you do have one, just say it to my damn face, what's with all the verbal wastage? Are they out of their damn minds? Take your stand, and don't move out of it.
They might be bipolar too since they become sickly sweet a while after screaming at me. It's so hypocritical, I fucking hate it.
In fact, just yesterday, they friggin banned me from going for Korean classes [LOL XDD] and that Penang trip [which they vaguely amicably agreed when I first asked them] and on top of that, they're not buying me my PSP [rants on this later]. It's not my fault if you don't damnwell listen in the first place, so quit yelling at me when it's entirely your fault.
To make things even more complicated, I think Shannon's mum thinks I'm a problematic teenager since I think she heard me complaining to Shannon about my oh-so-impartial parents on the phone just now. Hell, she even talked to me just now to try and convince me to go for that thing in Penang, she even asked me to take care, she never says that unless maybe she really does think I'm gradually becoming a misanthropist and she's just concerned. I'd gladly accept if I actually could, but hell, I can't. Apparently, my sister's coming back tomorrow and so I have to stay because....she's my sister and I haven't seen her in a bit.
BITCH ARE YOU INSANE I JUST SAW HER DURIN CNY. Gad, I don't even care about seeing her, we talk everyday and it's not like her coming back is gonna make anything better, so what the hell gives? I need a vacation, from you, from the both of you, from all of you.
So just stop bothering me already. I'm not asking for Mars here, so why won't you just let me go to Penang. It's Penang for Chrissake! The best part, it's an education fair! The hell is wrong with that?
Damn, this just makes me so angry on so many levels.
You know what, forget it. Screw it. Just screw it. I refuse to talk to anyone, it's a waste anyway. I'm not going to be that stupid punchbag person who takes all the hits and cries for 2 hours later anymore, it doesn't fucking matter either. Screw morals. I fucking hate you.

ZOMG. Before I forget, Sony has discontinued the PSP-2006. I've looked for it at 7 shops, and I couldn't find any. I don't have any other choice but the PSP-3006. And that means forking out RM200 everytime I want a new game. I just hope they'll hack the PSP-3006 soon. :D Piracy, lolz.

Oh wait, I'm not getting it, remember?
Great, another reason.
Thanks so bloody much.

Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been tired, busy.
I'll update as soon as I find something worthwhile enough to blog about.

Hello there, Cap'n Obvious

Screwed my brains with: We The Kings - Skyway Avenue
via FoxyTunes

Took me a bit to realize that I haven't updated for 5 days...
Which is really odd considering how particular I am about updating my blog. On the bright side, I can safely say my resolution stands at semi-pass.
The words school and bitch are in the same sentence, so go figure how my day was.

I can't believe I haven't been watching any English shows lately. Aside from Ugly Betty and DH [Wth happened to Gabby?], I haven't been faithful to Gossip Girl. And yes, I am that much of a fan. I watched it so bloody fervently last year.. Ragardless of what time it was, I watched it. 3a.m without coffee? Bring it on. 5? DONE. But ever since school started, I haven't been watching it at all. In fact, I'm still at "Gone With the Will". I am..sad.

*whimpers*

I'm off to watch Gossip Girl. Or at least, try. Connection's a blow these days.

Can you believe it?
............................


This happened during recess. Grabbed it off My Dearest Friend's blog.

We need to find a way to sneak into PAG *grabs Serene's chip*
I thought you saw you don't want it??
Fine, I'll leave it on the table. *attempts to leave chip on table but at ends up eating it just after Sonia attempts to steal it*
Let's fake our names. Hi, I'm Sonia Charanya. We're sisters. Oh Lordie, that sounded so Indian-ny
Cannot la you're my fiancee! INCEST. Ezri Cheah sounds odd. I want cheese.
Fine. We're cousins. *pauses*...........The Bible is full of incest la!

And no, I'm not telepathic, I snagged this off her blog, remember?

My Chemistry teacher proved herself to be incompetent, again.

"We don't count the particles in an ahtom like......how we count candy"

Mmmhmm. We also don't drink water the way giraffes do and debate about the side effects of diet pills like horses. Oh darling Chem teacher, I'm virtually [Literally, virtually ;D] on my knees right now, begging for my Chem paper to be spared of a C [Downgraded, remember?]
That being said, I hereby present you the reason why I'm pathetically begging for a passing grade in Chem next month.

If you get through all that squinting to read my anchovy-like handwriting, you'll get what I'm talking about. And that's not even half of how my experiment book looks, there's more red than blue innit!
Bloody hell, I'd think I'd damnwell know if I got my procedure wrong, it's supposed to be past participle, not past perfect. I'll fail my exams if I do it the right way then. You know what, I'm just gonna do what Thiru says, use her way in normal exams and the correct way in public exams.
I hate being wrong.
And yes, I know, I know I'm being so self-righteous. Deal with it.

Before I forget. Here's an Umbrella cover by All Time Low, I lovesit!
Is it me or is every rock cover of Umbrella better than the original one?

Jump left

I hate not being able to taste anything, like my tastebuds have been damaged, leaving an adverse effect. Kristal, I know how you feel. But seriously, I hate not being able to tell apart sweet from spicy or sour from bitter, I hate it.

On the bright side, I can finally eat really hot curry without realizing that my retina is bleeding thanks to all that spiciness

Right

I feel like eating Sprinkles cupcakes, and Godivas [Joev, I hate you :\].
AND I NEED THOSE DAMN CONVERSES DAMMIT.
And Shannon darling ah, I don't care if it's like wearing canvas socks, I want those damn shoes :)

I'm off to bake bad cupcakes.

[Edit as of 11.19 p.m]
Cupcakes were left unbaked.

I see 3 people on my MSN contact list listening to the same song - Love Story by Taylor Swift. Goddammit people, you do know that there are other songs in the world right?
Right. And so speaks the person who's most played song is called Summer Hair = Forever Young [168 times :O]
I feel like making drastic, drastic changes to my blog. Like, making it colourful and smiley face-ing my whole link list, throw some bright colour into the layout, and changing the blog URL to something shorter, happier and coherent, perhaps? Umm, no.I'm happy with the current state it's in, it's black but there's a hint of colour, my cbox has the nicest combination of colours [and I have an ego the size of Penang Europe], and the URL can go suck it. I have it bookmarked xP..Or you could just Google my name and you'll find my blog AKA who's that nice person who's been Googling me? You're nice, I like you :)
Hell, I'm such a narcissist, I give...meh, I got nothing. My narcissism shall stay unparalleled.

Has anyone seen GaGa's MV for LoveGame? That is by far, the most wrongest video I've ever seen. Does she really have to be that provocative? Okay fine, provocative isn't the word, I have respect for her, so I won't say the real word but.....slutty. Seriously doode, the MV is pure abomination to tiny, tiny children who's eyes are completely virginal to all these things.. prolific. Man, that was vague. I guess it's what you expect of a vid for a song that goes "Let's have some fun, this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick". *shrugs* Good music isn't just warranted by lyrics only, yeah?
Oh look, I just contradicted myself again.

I should finish up that English essay I've been procrastinating on for a good week or so.


"BUTTTT, I WAS BEING COMPLETELY GENIAL"
"IT DOESN'T MATTER! Besides, I don't even know what that means"

"I wanna have a post-natal bod like Gwyneth Paltrow"
"Huh? Why?"
"I...look fat."
"Mehh, don't worry. You ARE fat, plus, you've been fat for a very long time now. Even before pregnancy.

LOVELOVELOVE

It's TOO late, and my Photoshoping skills suck when I'm in such a horrid guilty mood. Nonetheless, I love you all to bits. Sooooo,

:)

XDD

Something out of Facebook.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. I will go out all my way to step on crunchy leaf. Honestly I would, I think it's because that particular crunchy sound is pleasant. XDD

2. Contrary to popular belief, I'm not a lesbian, I'm more of borderline-bisexual. XDD

3. Nope. Not anorexic either. Bullimia? HELL NO. Eating disorders can go suck it! Who gives a bucket if you're fat or thin, you narcissistic chump.

4. I think 'depressed' is a profound word. I prefer the word 'emo' just so that I can poke fun at real people who actually dress up with clothes two sizes smaller and wear itchy scarfs and write bad poetry and take black and white pictures and yes, I should stop discriminating.

5. I am currently trying to get my sweaty palms on Ozzy Inspired Chuck Taylor All Stars. They're only available in Singapore for now.

6. I'm not one who gets scared easily by global issues. I'm making an exception this year - the recession and forest fires.

7. I'm a coconut :D Brown on the outside and white on the inside. Honestly, I'm the most un-Indian Indian I've ever encountered. Either that or I'm just too smug to even notice what's going on around me.

8. BLAH. I'm not THAT smug. I'm nice. I can't say no to a friendly request....

9. Which ultimately means I'm a pushover beyond 100 pushes

10.I can't say no to a good hug. Hugs are nice, and if you disagree, I hereby sparkle my wrath of happy hugs upon thee.There!

11. I'm patiently waiting for the day that GTA : San Andreas will feature CJ and his biatch having cups of coffee, discussing the finer points of the economic recession instead of umm yeah, hot coffee minigame. *shudders*

12. I'm not an opportunist and hence am not manipulative, doubt it'll change soon.

13. Believe it or not, the thought of having any of my work [be it fanfics or blogposts or even this note for that matter] being published still intimidates me. I don't know why.

14. Mimicry is a sense of mockery. Therefore, I speak in that rap/hiphop/YO MOMMA SOMETHING SOMETHING SO FLY BLAH BUST YOUR ARSE ASS UP language just to channel out my inner derision

15.Never will I get tired of a good song with intricate lyrics and catchy riffs and nice vocals. Never. ALT ROCK FTW

16.Umm. I'm currently listening to Salvation Is Here.

17. Sarcasm is the most sincerest form of flattery. I'm holding onto that fact forever.

18. I'll always love a good youth meeting or two. Unfortunately for me, my church's youth has fallen into oblivion.

19. I like Kingdom Hearts' language. It's so flowery. Morbidly flowery. I mean seriously, abyss of nothingness? Door to hidden light? Ohhh Japan, where would we be without you?

20. I find it hard to believe that the same country that tried to murder most of our ancestors back in the 40's is the same country that's giving us gay animes and shamelessly cross gendered-themed TV shows. Not that I'm complaining ;P

21. I have this bad habit of hysterically giggling in funerals in which I don't know the deceased. Death scares me.

22. I'd give anything up to be learning Greek Mythology instead of 5 chapters on the history of Islam in History. But pshhh, this is Malaysia after all. What more could you expect?

23. I'm running out of facts, so I'll just blather on aimlessly till it ends.

24. I have an inextinguishable, unassailable, inexplicable phobia of clowns, Santa Clause, plastic bags that move [Yeah :\ ] and really scary people that speak in really scary accents and sit really straight.

25. HOYES, I'm addicted to adjectives. There's bound to be more than 15 adjectives in this whole thing.


- I refuse to tag anyone. You wanna do it, go ahead. I'll happily leave a comment if you want

There's a title for this, I forgot what.

Screwed my brains with: James Morrison - You Give Me Something
via FoxyTunes

......But I want Ruslinda [God knows how you spell her name] back, I refuse to have some crazyass teacher named Soraya/Suraya/RCL's handwriting is unintelligible teaching me History. Dammit, this means no more doing Maths during History.

OH HELL NO.

It's 2.15 a.m right now, and I should be sleeping my lazy arse away so that I'll stay awake during Chem tomorrow later, but no, online-ing sounds better, yeah? Chem's a bloody boar bore, the 2 hours of extensive study of ah-toms and moleycoools is making me sleep.
Meh, it's the teacher.

2.21.
I cant't think. Of what to say. Must be the coffee.

I think I'll quit on Penangspam

Neh, I'm just getting started, I've my future all layed out in front of me. With dents and bulges and...

I'm no good at this.
Bye.
WAIT.Before I forget, KRISTAL THIS IS FOR YOOHHHH. Remember I mentioned this? Wonder if it's available here.

SPAM

PENANGSPAM!!

I

WANT

TO

MOVE

TO

PENANG~

Lol. I haven't updated, at all..

Okay, I'm gonna make my list of failed resolutions.

1. 1. F word abstinence = FAIL
2. 2. Coffee abstinence = Sorta fail.
3. My holier-than-thou plan = *facepalm*
   
4. STOP CAPSLOCKING SO MUCH ON MY BLOG = *headdesk*
   
5. Stop blogging so much = Gth. I blog, you blog, we all blog!
   

Shall properly update later, I'm off to eat.

[Edit]

I'm here to spread my ILU PENANG propaganda.
To start, ILU PENANG. I really want to move there, preferably this year. And yes, I'm aware that I might get bashed for saying this, but I want to leave school and go to a boarding school in Penang.

I think it's for the better.

When it reaches zero.

To anyone who understand this,

I got the answer for Number2. Unfortunately, I don't know how, again. So I'm retracing my mathematical steps, again..
Will edit if I solve it, again.

Damn this stupid question to the depths of Hades


HOW THE HELL DID I GET 3?!?!?!?!?

Victory dances ensue

Hello. I know this isn't a football blog, and that I'm not a Liverpool fan...But.

TORRES SCORED TWO GOALS WOOOHOOOOTTTTTTT


Background music : Kris, Joev and me singing "Glory Glory Man United!!"

OMG, I'm that big of a fan, aren't I?

Brownian Motion : A movement to legalize brownies in... the state of Philadelphia.

That's how I'm going to partially pass my Chemistry.
To make Shannon happy, I'm going to watch the 3rd episode of Red Garden for that "You bastard, don't eff with me" part. Have I mentioned that I have very strange church friends?

In Black Kenyon Cafe, on Saturday

Shannon : Ezz, you forgot to watch Red Garden for me.
Pat/Drina/don't remember : LOLLOLLOLLOL that part!!
Me :What part?
Pat/Drina/Shannon : ROFLOL
Me :WHICH ONE?
Shannon : *clears throat* There's one part where she says, *In a Hungarian/heavy Indian/Shannon accent* "You bastard, don't f--- with me."
Drina : YEAH YEAH THAT ONE. YOU BASTARD DON'T F--- WITH ME
Lady next to us : *tilts head and stares intently at the 6 teenagers making asses out of themselves in public*
Me : Who me?
Shannon : *still in the Hungarian accent* You bastard, don't f--- with me
Lady next to us : *stares again*
Ezz : ROFLOLLOLLOLLOL.
Shannon : *unknowingly* EHH YOU BASTARD, DON'T F--- WITH ME.
Lady next to us : *starestare*

And surprisingly, that lady asked us to help her keep an eye on her laptop while she went to the restroom. I think we really left an impression.
Also on the quotes-by-Shannon bandwagon,

"I'm intoxicated by luuurrvvvve"

Shannon, DUDE'S IN IREFREAKINGLAND PRANCING WITH LEPRECHAUNS

We pretty much spent the whole time after school today doing the "YOU BASTARD DON'T F--- WITH ME" thing. You can't help but to fall in love with these people, as mindless, incomprehensible and nonsensical as they get. It just keeps on getting better, babeh. I can't ask for anything else but more time with this idiots. Dammit, why do I sound so depressed?

Right. Well, there's going to be high jump tryouts this Thursday. Can't wait for it although I'm ultimately convinced that I'm going to suck at it with no thanks to my height and my lack-there-of jumping skills. That last time I jumped for a competition : 5 years ago. I did jump in Form2 for fun, but was never picked because the teachers confused another girl for me. That girl sucked. Well, I'm ecstatic about it, can't wait to jump with Fi and Joev :)
I'm just gonna tough it out suck it up and go for it.

How come I was so oblivious to the fact that there isn't any school tomorrow? I did all my History notes, trivially might I add. And then I find out school's closed tomorrow, pffffft. I could've just procrastinated, could've saved me all that hastle. Stiupid notes, that blister on my 4th finger's gone bigger, thanks oh verbose mind of mine.

Off to help someone with their History homework, word out.

Oh yes, have I mentioend that I am absolutely in love with Bloc Party's This Modern Love? :)