Monday, April 26, 2010

Action/Reaction

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Resonate: James Morrison - You Give Me Something


Wow. You need an overload amount of guts and balls to pull that off. ;D

OPINION TIME. :]

Yesterday, during Sunday School [Shutup ._.], 3 of my friends - to put it since I'm nice like that although they're actually a bunch of a-holes - got called out. 2 of them are actually dating, at least I still hope they are and it wasn't so hard to figure out why they got called out. See, a week before that, our whole class were apprised on how we should refrain from relationships for now because basically, if you date now, chances are the girl's gonna end up knocked the frickadoodle up and the guy ends up being teh ultimate sleazebag with the only intention of getting into her pants.

..................but that's a pretty general statement if not damn biased. Just because they've seen cases where this 14 or 15 or 16 year old girl becomes preggers and her douchebaggy boyfriend runs off on her doesn't give anyone the right to stigmatize teenage relationships. Imo, if you're smart enough to know that you're ready for a relationship, you're smart enough to avoid getting fricked up at the end. If you're dumb and just plain horny in the first place, then you're just a desperate public phone junkie just...hormonally raging. I guess. We all are ._.

The whole church shebang stemmed from a bunch of kids who were caught with their pants down [literally] in the church canteen [Unhygienic much?] and this other kid [according to my aunt who's like..THE GossipGirlAjumma in our church] was caught...masturbating. In church. WHATTHEBURNTFUDGECAKE?

Granted, those were pretty damn stupid kids although I don't mind whether they did it as much as I mind where they did [Seriously guys, book a bloody hotel room or zip your pants up till you can afford one] but still, there isn't any point in labelling the entire teenage nation as a bunch of immature, stupid, brash bunch of people because seriously, that's GENERALIZING. It's generic. And altogether unfair.

Not all of us are dumb, brash and horny as they think we are. True, we haven't been long enough in world to experience everything but that doesn't justify the fact that we're stupid and live completely in impulse, it seriously doesn't. Live and learn, I guess. Not live your life according to someone else's rules. That's BS. Sides, if you're going blame to root of the stigma, better blame it on the older generation anyway.

It isn't fair. I feel bad for them. Tbh, I just don't get what's wrong with being in love. Is there some kind of benchmark age that automatically grants you maturity? No, there isn't. There's only lessons in life. Lessons that you learn, by yourself and not by having someone else preaching to about the dangers of teenage relationship. Seriously, people?

As for me, I'm gonna let it ebb and flow. What can I possibly say that'll change something stupid that's been going around for generations, right? Ughh, hypocrites

I still don't get what was so incomprehensible about "I'd be much happier using my hands right now."

Oh wait. I think I just saw it >.>

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Sooner.



For some reason, I always loved this song. She wrote for a kid who got murdered in the Osaka school massacre. Just before she died, that girl, Rena won on essay competition on who they admired the most. She wrote on Utada T_T RIP Rena Yamashita. :')

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

hm.

I'm not sorry. Fact, I'm doing the exact same thing you are. Does it suck that the odds aren't hinging towards you?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Mehhhhh

Hey, wait. I got a new complaint.


I REALLY wanna donate blood but my dad has forbade me thanks to my B-12/6/Godknowswhat deficiency.

VGL. Or lackthereof, is making me sad. I go sleep now okay bye bye

[EDIT]

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Resonate: Clazziquai Project - Tell Yourself

HURRAH MGS!

Congrats, people!

BAHHHHH VGL. I'm still suffering from depression. FTS. I just can't believe how fracking insensitive my dad was. IT'S NOT FAIR AT ALL. It just makes me so angry that all I wanna do now is fuck SPM up just to spite him but I'm too kiasu for all that shiet so that's a no. Sides, I hate that accompanying guilt that comes post-frakup.

That aside, exams and video games aren't good together for me. Considering this is THE year for Square releases. FFXIII, Agito, Birth By Sleep, Unnamed KH game, Versus XIII, The 3rd Birthday and whatnot.

WAIT. HOLD IT. FFXV?! Square, you are such a tease.

Friday, April 16, 2010

GOOD FRACKING GOSH.

HOUSE.HOUSEEEEE.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Turn the light off, carry me home

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Resonate: Good Charlotte - We Believe


SHANNONSHANNON I NEED YOU TO READ THIS!
BABE. LOOK. LOOOOOOK. Aren't you high right now? 3 NEW GAMES. Awesome right? Tetsuya-sama obviously has an obsession with the number 3 because this really seems like deja vu. Remember how we were going crazy when we found out that Square's releasing 3 KH games? Well, HE'S DOING IT AGAIN :D HELL YEAH!

We shall parody a song tomorrow, about the wonders of Kingdom Hearts tralalalalalalalala

OMG SHANNON AREN'T YOU EXCITED?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! This totally just Molotov cocktail-ignited my nearly-extinguished inner KH fangirl.


EPIK

FRACKING

WIN

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Hello 600th post. :D


Brains more, mouth less, okay Ezz? Lack of sleep has really been fracking me up

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I hope you're okay, friend. You have a shirt here to wet. :)
LEAN ON ME, superfast jellyfish ;D

Lean.

Blogging appeal? You buta ke?. B'doh. :]

Pesta pictures are on the other blog

"I JUST HAD A REVELATION. Akka and I are different."
"You have something in common, You both hate your menstruation."

Daddy, well said.

I'm in the mood for some colour. Room needs to be repainted, so yah. Browny yellow anyone?

Friday, April 9, 2010

Lights, camera, engage.

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Resonate: Paper Route - Gutter

Hulllo there. Apologies that my last post consists of one word and the last PROPER post consisted of only lolpics. Je suis désolé. Terribly.

This is going to sound terribly cliched, but I'm really tired these days and I'll be happy to say I'm not the only one. Seems to me like 24 hours a day isn't enough. It's funny because if someone would've asked me before, I would've unhesitatingly answered that 24 hours was an overload. See how perceptions change when you grow older? From tossing and turning, waiting to go to sleep - because you've slept too much in the afternoon - to pretty much salvaging every chance you get for shut-eye. It's....disturbing. The changes are pretty damn overwhelming to think about.

Coupled with an insomnia revisit, it's like living a nightmare. Except hey, I don't mind my eyes shut while having a nightmare :] Also, I'm hazarding a guess at suffering from caffeine withdrawal symptoms since I'm easily depressed [and I mean in the most serious sense of the word] and mood-swinging like my mum on her period. It saddening really. And yes I might just say it's menghappifyngkan one minute from now just to prove my point ;)

The world is boring.
Tomorrow, I want drama.


There's Pesta tomorrow. Again, the pre-event feeling in underwhelming. Incredulously disaffected.

I should get this book ;)
BORING.