Friday, May 30, 2008

Mob movies. Lol

I wanna watch La Vien en Rose, it looks so nice.
Oscar winning actresses are also worth brownie points, yeah?
In my case, Marion Cotillard.. And for the record, the way you're pronouncing her name is wrong. The L and D are silent.

She's so pretty.. She's 32, but well, I don't care. I still think Harrison Ford and Pierce Brosnan are hot for Christ's sake..
Distinctly, I'm a reverse paedophile, beware old people.
But yeah, the reviews are warm, so I guess it'll be enjoyable.
But then again, how can I compare my taste to legendary movie critics?
So insignificant.Although my political views are usually enough to run over the Nazi horde.

And then, I wanna watch Public Enemies, NEXT YEAR.
And this time, not only is there Marion Cotillard, but there's Johnny Depp, Christian Bale and CHANNING TATUM.
Hottie madness LOLz!
I like Christian Bale. Especially when he's Batman.

Oh right. And then there's Dark Knight.
Pfffft, I think I'll have to book tickets 2 months before it's released in Malaysia, because God knows how many Batman fans and not to mention Heath Ledger fans there are in Malaysia. Besides, Heath Ledger as the Joker should be enough to make fangirls go apeshit and declare their undying love to psychotic revengeful clowns with machine guns. Nuff' said.


I've always had this fetish for mafia movies. The ones with mobs and Sicilian names and ladies with big hair and guys that go 'Tony what the %*#@'s'tha matta' wit' you?" and the F word muttered 226 times and machine guns [ no shotguns because that's not Sicilian? ]

I remember watching Godfather, it's probably the best crime film there ever is/was/dunno.
And then there was Scarface and Goodfellas. If anyone watched Goodfellas, you'll know that one of the guys voiced Tommy in GTA Vice City. I think his name is Ray Liotta.

Lol. Well anyhoo, I'm pretty sure I have a copy of the Godfather novel lying around somewhere. I wanna go read it.
Then I'll probably watch the movie.

edit.
AND I WANNA WATCH THIS!!


It looks so thrilling. Definitely gonna watch this! Psycho was pretty cool, but what about American Psycho?
Reviews are all positive, that's a breath of fresh air

Word out.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Flummoxed by my own obsessions

Dear internet,

I love youX10000. I can't even begin to emphasize on how much I love you dear internet. You make my life complete, thanks to vast numbers of search engines and unabled safe searches.

I am now in your debt, whoever owns the internet. Put me on shackles, whatever that pleases you [ O.o ]
I-I-I Love YOU. =)

My countless number of thank-yous are also directed to French hotties, they make my life more than complete, they make it meaningful. Really, I'd live just for gay Frenchies. Seriously, I would.
Tear me up in pieces, I owe my life to many, many happy things.

Gosh, I think I just died and went up to heaven and then St Peter sent me down to hell again. in other words, I am HAPPY?!
*Points to corner*
That's my brain, love. And the small pieces beside it is my common sense. They're what we call, missing in action right now. Pffft, I don't need you brain. Blek.

I remember last time, about a few months ago, I was fixated with watching Paris, I Love You because Gaspard Ulliel was gay in it. Initially I thought that the movie was the only one in which he portrayed a gay. But that was a few months ago.
Now, 5 minutes ago, I just found out that he did 3 films as a gay. Or a temp gay.

That doesn't even cover for awesome.
But what's a better word than awesome?

There was one in Strayed, and the other movie, I forgot the name because naturally, French names aren't that easy to learn.

I was watching Strayed just now, and....
HOMG.

What's better than a French guy frenching another French guy [ who might I add is a smexy cannibal, a Dior model, and a wolf. Yes, A WOLF. ]

Oh God. Where's my brains?
But really, what's better? For me I mean. =D

Mmmm. Look, a screenshot. XP
I'm gonna Photoshop that. Bye bye =]

Messed up boredom

Darn. I'm bored to death staying at home. I wanna go KL!!!!! Or Penang, whichever's better.
My house is getting on my nerves. 'My pleasure nerves' as my sister puts it.
Don't know why, but sometimes, although I have almost everything that keeps me happy instead of swinging from mood to mood, I always end up somehow unsatisfied. It's a bad habit, but I can't help it. Guess that's why I act as if I have a broom stuck up my arse when it comes to exams.

I wish my sister was at home, but she's working. Believe it or not, she's working for MAKNA. As in the cancer research facility. All she does is get people to 'know more about cancer' and she earns like 1500 a month. That's awesome. But mainly, she wants to do it because it's a nice.. She's like me sometimes, I care for cancer patients. I always feel like crying when I hear that someone has cancer, and then I'll get whacked by my brother for being a wuss. I'm a girl, ya know. Doesn't hurt to b a LITTLE emotional sometimes.
Besides, have you ever seen me cry over small things?
Oh. Nevermind.

I need to find something to do [ better believe it. I can't emphasize more on SOMETHING ]
I was so fcking bored just now, I actually took some time to do chores around the house. I'm not THAT faineant. But the main reason I did chores is so that my mum doesn't come home and ramble on about how unappreciated she is and that we all should help her and the other mums to take over the world to clean the house. Right, do I even look like the cleaning type? Do I??? No, really? DO I??
But seriously, I am on the edge of being obsessive and compulsive. I can't stand mess. I just CAN'T. that's why all my games are neatly stacked. If it wasn't, I'll hold the PS2 for a while after I'm done neatly stacking up my games. And no, I don't use those book thingys. They look, Un-neat.

I must get new video games. The ones I bought before exam are kinda-maybe-VERY boring.

So I'm eyeing other games. Mostly RPGs. Because, simply said, RPG's pwn. Only n00bs don't know that. hmmmmm, don't you just hate people who spell n00b wrongly? I hate those type of people..
Double standards.

Eiyakkk. All the games are in Jap. Hasn't been released in PAL regions yet.

Soul Nomads & The World Eaters.
Sounds cheesy. Nonetheless, I'll give it a try. AFTER I read the reviews.
7/10. That's alright I guess.
But, no.

Nevermind la..

I can't wait for Sims 3 to come out! Ecstatic would be a better word. Sims 2 rocks, but what about Sims 3? I have this good feeling about it, it's a sure winner.
Besides, Will Wright can never go wrong right?
Hell, he made Spore good. And that's...... animals.
Pretty cool stuff. SIMS 3 GET YOUR ARSE HERE!!!!!!

Listening to : [ Oasis - Cigarettes and Alcohol ]

Why? Because Blogger doesn't have all those listening to, reading, mood things. I might as well add my own.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

BLAH

*rants without a single trace of coherency*

Why hello there..
I'm still here. As much as I didn't wanna go to Bali, I'm actually missing it.
So why am I still here?
My uncle, met in accident, and knowing my mum, she drags all of us into this big screwed up pile of mess that her family is in. And thus, that resulted in us not going to Bali after all. Only my dad went though, he has a tech conference there. It's the main reason why we were going there in the first place.
*cries*

I don't really mind the bombings now. T________T

Watched Indy Jones 4 yesterday. My aunt figured that if my mum wasn't going to give a damn about her children, she should. So she took us out for a movie. And damn, Indiana Jones 4 was awesome! I'm a fan of the franchise, so naturally, I took a liking to it instantly. The special effects were beautiful.. Gorgeously captured. I always liked visual effects. It's essential in a good movie, that and a good script, and ear-bleeding soundtracks. Ear-bleeding is a good thing mind you.
Anyway, the movie was hilarious. And Shia Lebouf was pretty cool in the movie. Especially his hair-combing habit, that was cute.

And HOMG. I don't have any clue on how I did it, but I did it! I cracked my damn Photoshop. My serial number didn't work at first, but I somehow made it work.
I watched a few vids on Youtube about masking, and then I thought, oooo, I wonder if you can make someone look like a vampire by Photoshoping. I failed miserably, my hue/saturation ended up being absolutely psychotic.
The end result was a zombie -_____-
Anything but a vampire, eh?

30 Rock is back! YAYS! I love that show, it's better than The Office actually. =P
There's a season 3 coming out in October, but that's in the US only. I wished NBC would somehow 'bergabung' with Astro. If not, its back to streaming again.

I've grown so attached to Rufus Wainwright's songs. They're so mellow and yet they just sink into you. I was actually looking for some Rufus Wainwright Facebook groups, and I came across one that was named "I wanna have sex with Rufus Wainwright's voice". Looked tempting to join [probably because it was true XP ], but I skipped it.

Oooooo. Richard Ashcroft is a solo artist? I MUST download his music then. Why? Listen to Bitter Sweet Symphony, and then you'll know why. I love his songs. I love The Verve's songs. They're so....lovely and again, they melt into you.

Gotta go now. I smelled burnt plastic just now, so I went to check. Turns out I switched on the wrong rice cooker. I switched on the one without the rice in it. So BLEHHHHH, there goes the plastic handle.

My death is so gonna be inevitable today.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Rubbish

LOOK!

Twilight. MOVIE POSTER. HOMG.




Constructive criticism from a fangirl who knows a hell about movie posters :
Pretty lighting. Bella looks erm, fine I suppose. Edward, WTF YOU ROBERT PATTINSON I
WANT TOM STURRIDGE COZ HE PWNS YO' ARSE. Right. I'm absofreakinlutely glad the Zephyr font is still the same. Again, PRETTY LIGHTING. *strokes monitor*

I doubt my highly incoherent criticism will ever cross the minds of the producers of Twilight.

Somehow, this poster reminds me of a sacred image of Mother Mary I saw in a book once.
Either that, or this looks like a cover shot of the Sugababes. I'm not kidding. There was an album cover of them sorta like this. Or was that Destiny's Child.
Yeah, go figure.

So Sandra and I have berpakat-ed to complain and blog about our unhappiness with Twilight. And yes for the record, BOOKS PWN MOVIES.
That's why:
a] I ALWAYS read the Hannibal novels before watching the movies
b] Hannibal Rising was better as the novel. Albeit Gaspard is a sexy cannibal
c] I'll be willing to bet that Twilight will be better as the book.


So, mmm, stuff that sucks in the Twilight movie.

1. EDWARD. SUCKS. PERIOD. Someone should tell Summit that HP actors and Twilight should never mix. It'll result in bitter, emo fangirls all over the world who had expected extremely hot people like TOM STURRIDGE to play an exceedingly hot vampire but instead got a Hufflepuff prefect as him instead.
And what's the freakin up with his voice? It sounds like he's drunk and on crack and tryinna do a bad impersonation of Homer Simpson. It's atrocious.

2. Almost every male vampire in the movie looks like a gay vampire. Except for James. Coz' James is Volchok. And Volchok is hot [ as reference to The OC ].
And ya know what, no vampires can pull of gay vampires as well as Lestat and Louis. I SWEAR.

3. Usage of words like, SPIDERMONKEY. Oh, no, really??? How original *guffaws*

4. I normally don't have a four. But I'll find one.
Oh right. ESME = REBECCA POPE. Anyone who watched Grey's Anatomy will surely understand this. REBECCA POPE WTF

Anyway, Muse better be on the soundtrack. Again, no demographic can match the power of angry fangirls. Not even the Nazis or the Soviets.

Oh lookie here. I just so happened to stumble upon something.


ZOMG. AN HOUR MORE... I should really stop screwing around and go pray. For all the happy things in the world. YAYS!
I wanna go see United. T_T

40 degrees of guilt.

Bali tomorrow.

I have this gut frightening feeling that I'm gonna die. Pray Bali doesn't get bombed. I am SCARED to death.

Blekkk. I just came back from Sungai Klah. There's a hot water spring there, and it's super hot [oh duh] but in a very good way.The water is probably 45 degrees. I dipped my whole leg inside for about 10 minutes, initially I think it melted every capillary in my body but then I gradually warmed up to it. It's pretty cool [ooohh irony ]

I missed Corpus Christi.
I feel inexplicably guilty. I can't afford to miss a very important feast day. Call me an over-Christianized idiot or whatever you feel is suitable, but I can't shake this awful feeling for missing my time to be with God. O.o
Or maybe I'm a double standards practicing bastard. Geez, it's not my fault I'm worrisome for my trip.
I never did like flights. I normally adore the destination, but naturally, I hate the journey. Who knows, terrorist might hijack the Boeing 747 and probably do a 9/11. You never know right?
I can't possibly help but to be a little overzealous. Potential precarious situations.


I am BORED. Sze Yann finally updated her blog. So I'm gonna somehow force her to get a chatbox now.

Bye bye world.
17 Magazine by Relient K is so ADORABLE.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

HAH!
Beat THAT~

I kicked Avrae's feathered arse.

And now I'm about to get my arse kicked by la people of Bevelle. [ *%#@! ]

I'll be seeing ya, in Dream Zanarkand [ Somewhat NYC in FFC ]
The city that never sleeps.
Geez, how do you people even do it???

Friday, May 23, 2008

I never die?

I don't wanna go to Bali. T________T
I kept on saying that to my parents coz' seriously, I don't wish to go. Who knows, it might get bombed when I'm there and then I'll die....I'd be more than happy enough to just sit my lazy arse at home doing

Less morbid things, I'm having an extremely bad fever. Fine, that doesn't fall under the category of less morbid, I knowwwww. In fact, today has been full of soap-opera-material things..
Explains the equally depressing post yet to come.

Anyways, thanks to the goddamn fever, I couldn't go to school, which isn't so bad because it's Teacher's Day, I think the only way to show my appreciation is to stay absent XP.
I've been proclaimed evil, in a small font..... Soz deskmate-ku, I didn't mean to abandon you in school. I'm sorry T_T

hmmm, no more ranting about exams. I swear to God I'm gonna get slashed and diced up and be thrown to mongooses [or mongeese? God knows ] by anti-exam people if I even mutter a single word about ex.........

FFX is officially ANNOYING me! Just when I thought the game was gradually easing up, I've got to fight so many damned bosses. And the boss fights are like every 10 minutes.. Isssh~

I'm having problems with a boss called Evrae. It's the Guado Wyrm? I forgot. It's a big fat, COLOURFUL bird that flies around in mid air while spitting out poison at you. You can't run, but only because if you do, you become dirt chow at Bevelle. In other words, you can't run because you're ON A FREAKIN AIRSHIP. And the missiles don't work either. Damn you PIXELATED PIECE OF CRAP.
Sigh. I'm gonna run out of Al Bhed Potions soon. And if I haven't enough, there's gonna be the countless people to fight in Bevelle, and Seymour Pineapple Hair, Evrae Altana and Isaaru's aeons. T_____T

I can proudly say now that I'm gonna get KO'd a gazillion times in half an hour.
And the bad thing about FFX [ and all the other FF's ] is that once you get KO'd, you have to start all over from scratch. Scratch as in from where you last SAVED. So it's essential to save. Or you'll end up like me, who had conceived the thought that "Aiyahh... bosses sure easy wan la." And then I died. T_T

The weirdest thing just happened. My mum called, and told me all the chores I need to do [ I do chores! AMEN! ] and then she started telling me to be a good girl and stop talking back and stop being sarcastic [ Oh, no, REALLY? *fake astonished face* ] and stop being a family-social outcast. Lol. I wanted to laugh, but she sounded so serious as if something bad was gonna happen. Ya know, I've never really felt this serious and overwhelmed at what she said before. I'm terribly scared now, I guess I just don't want things to occur. Bad things to occur.
She wwas talking to me as if she knew something bad was gonna happen.
As much as I dislike my mum and dad sometimes, the last thing I want is for something to happen to them. Hold that, I would NEVER want something like that to happen.

I should start loving my life more. And everything in it that's important to me.
Let there be love.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Not rude, just honest.

Today, was pretty cool. Stuff happened, as usual, but don't they always?

Got some exam papers back today, did mmm, severely mediocre? That sounds weirdly right.
I'm not happy about my marks, but I'm content. That's all that matters. I should be thankful that I don't have C's, yet.
I'm disentangled about my Geo marks though. B or C definitely guaranteed. =\

Our English paper, is doomed. I can't argue with Puan Lin anymore. I have extremely substantial reason to believe that May is going for the picnic, she's not inviting Ben/Bob. That whole dialogue, is a confirmation, or better yet, A REMINDER of an invitation.

Supposedly substantial reason to say that the answer JPN gave IS WRONG.
a] THE PICNIC. As in the one and ONLY picnic those two dunderheads [that look scarily from Dilbert] could possibly talk about.
b] Again, I can't 'emphatize' on how much the dialogue is confirmation/reminder. It's not an invitation. an invitation would be like "Can you come bla bla blah"
c] Ben says he wouldn't miss it for anything. That obviously indicates that Ben knew about the picnic
d] Of course she's going for the picnic. She says JOINING US. That obviously opposes very damn person who says that she's in the committee and she's not going blah blah my arse.

*annoyed grunt*

Recess was just, strange. The reason seems really apparent, doesn't it?
But I like eating with Yann and Shannon. I miss them, and the stairs. The stairs when there were only 5 people, and no intruders.


Anyway, I just finished watching Ironman. It's pretty cool and well-planned. And Robert Downey Jr is hot!!
Normally superhero movies would bore me to death, but this is kinda cool.

I still wanna watch The Dark Knight though.
Heath Ledger as the Joker? BRING IT.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Impossibly constructive.

*sticks out tongue*

Oh gawd.

The next time, I swear the next fricking time I watch extremely stupid cosplayers that don't look anything like who they're cosplaying but instead look like cheap freakin ripoffs, I'll slice them with a ninjato into nice fat cubes, throw them into hell, drag them back attached and kill them all over again.

Forgive me, hardcore DMC fangirl over here. *points self*
Dante from DMC, oozes gorgeousness and sex appeal altogether with a great body and killer melee moves to match the awesomeness. And he of course feels absolutely no sense of remorse over making fangirls go apeshit [and eventually dying] in their seats [sorta. people use bean bags to game right? more comfy for the arse =P ] so, given that, le demonic angel, I don't care whether he is pixelated or whatev, has an immense number of fangirls right?

And ya know what pisses fangirls off?
Cosplayers who suck.
People who cosplay Dante, AND SUCK at it.
People who are whipcord thin, almost-being-able-to-match-an-anchovy's-size COSPLAYING an exceedingly hot-pwning RPG character.

*shudders*
It's disgusting...

How can you people even call yourselves fans when you're practically violating the image of this seemingly holier-than-thou-but-the-devil's-still-crying guy?????

I remember watching another vid ages back. But that was FFX-2.
Geez, I wonder if sucky cosplayers are clear on the unspoken rule that states ''FFX-2 is already mildly obscene, SO DON'T FRICKING COSPLAY AS SLUTS YOU ARSECLOWNS''
Okay find, I made that up. But seriously, it's irrevocably sickening to see an RPG character you love so much get messed up LIKE THAT.


FFVII cosplayers are even weirder sometimes. Except maybe in Kadaj's case. They usually turn out really nicely. Even leaves you wondering whether it was a girl or a guy who was cosplaying. What I really adore about people who cosplay as Kadaj is their silkier-than-a-Sunsilk-model hair. It's looks so detail oriented and gorgeous.
I wonder if they can somehow apply that nice feature to Sephy cosplayers. Sephy's hair is nicer than Kadaj's ya know. XP

Anyone noticed that Aerith cosplayers always end up looking like okamas? I'm not kidding. They seriously do. See :















Knowhumsayin?
I swear to God she looks better in the games. And the CGI movie. Never forget the CGI movie. XD

Pfffft, I know la. People don't really like CloRith so much. But then don't make her look like an okama la. You give bunnies a bad name =\

HAMSTER HAMSTER HAMSTER!!!

emancipation.

*waves anti-exams flag*
WE HAVE CONQUERED~
GAWD. THANK GOD. Freaking exams are finished with. At least, part of the whole exam routine. Coz' after exams are the grades, and positions, and probably sizable ass-whooping. Joy.

Mildly thanks to hefty amounts of coffee, I managed to cram my whole Form2 KH textbook into my head, and still did pretty badly for KH. =P. Neh, I don't give much crap about it anyways. Pn Jamnah was nice enough to give the answers for our history exam. Both Jill and I managed to to get A. Thank heavens! Carey got 3 wrong answers. 3 is sorta like... AWESOME. So congrats Cay-chan! You rule!
Geography marks however, remains unbeknownst to us. Mr Wong didn't bring the papers to school. But he marked everything, darn. I wanna know my go marks T_T.. I probably got a B anyway. =\
Andrina got her paper 1 Maths answers. So she gave the answers to me as well.
*squels*
Go figure.

Something weird keeps on happening these days. I've been getting calls from people looking for some Chinese dude. They keep on asking for the SAME guy. I get freaked out sometimes and just hang up. And some people, they must be dumb or something, don't seem to comprehend when I tell them that I DON'T UNDERSTAND MANDARIN. Hah, but at least I know the difference between cantonese and mandarin and hakka. My mum speaks all those dialects =\ Well, who knows, that guy they're looking for probably owed Ah Longs some money. And he gave my number ZOMG. Pray that I don't have red paint all over my front door O.O

The Manchester United-Chelsea game is today. so as an Mu fan, GO MANU!!!!! *waves MU flag*
Who cares if people call them snobs, they play well, that's all that matters. It's football.
I'm not gonna wake up at 2 to watch the game[not that I possibly can], but I'll somehow know the score. I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed for MU.

I just noticed that now, after le exams, *pokes PS2* I CAN GAME!!!!!!!!!!
*louder than loud screaming*
*smirks*

Now if you'd excuse me, I'd like to go Ps2-ing now. I still have a lot of games to finish up.. And I need to buy a few more too.
*prances off*

mmm, and these are a few indescribable quotes at school today. Urr, actually there's only 1 I can recall.

HE PUSHED ME DOWN THE STAIRS BECAUSE HE WAS JEALOUUUSSSSSSS

I just LOVE sitting at my place sometimes. I have weird-ish people around me, and it's nice that way. A girl needs some kind of entertainment right?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

exams = epitome of torture

Weird, all my posts these days are incredibly..short. That's not good, mine are always super-duper long. =P

1 more day.

That : My motivation for the whole day today. Just one more day and I'll be done, DONE. Mid year is crucial, but I don't feel like caring so much of it. It's only mid year. I have bigger things to worry about, like say, PMR. Pfffft.

Gah. Everything I read about KH just flew out of my jello brains. I studied last week, and nothing seems to pop out this week. Probably vanished along with my common sense due to 'overstudying Science'. That sounds right, right?
Anyways, I'm surely gonna expect a nice fat B for Science and BM and most probably Geography too for mid year. Dammit. Thank you my dear jello brains.

I kinda felt like crying yesterday. I had to go visit my grandfather's grave, and I guess maybe I'm just close to him, who knows. I felt like crying real badly yesterday. but in order not to look like a total idiot, I had to block the waterworks. I hate loosing people. I simply despise it.
So after the cemetery, we had to go back to Shari's house. Her house looks pretty cool now, it's more spacious and......white.

And GOD. The most embarrassing thing ever. Eeeeeeeee.Shopping for bras. EWWW. Ish.. Can't my mum do all that stuff for me on herself. I swear I will never ever go shopping with my mum.. NEVER.

......I feel really bad for all those people in China and Myanmar. It's really pitiful to see the death toll of a country rising so much all thanks to a stupid calamity. Sometimes, I really do wonder whether God just lets stuff like this happen.Devil may care, huh? Ironic.


Sighs. I wish people would stop dying? Yeah, stop dying.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Creep.

"Gabe Saporta is like vanilla ice-cream, he's addictive to some, but hateable at the same time. Probably because he pwns yo' ass at almost anything, even gay sex, albeit he's straight"

Damn. I can't go on insult rampages anymore. And can someone tell me why I keep on using 'rampage' on almost every post? Limited vocabulary perhaps.

Uh well. I'm starting to actually believe that Radiohead is much better than Oasis. I mean yeah, Oasis pwns and all, but Radiohead does too. Has anyone even heard their songs? I swear the next time I hear Thom Yorke's voice , I'm gonna melt into jello. High And Dry is a pretty cool song, Fake Plastic Trees too. LOVE THEM.

Gotta go. Grandfather's death anniversary's today. I have to go visit his grave, then pray. I hate death anniversaries. They remind me of the people I've lost. That bites.


I know violence isn't the answer, that's why I got it wrong on purpose

Bummer. They found my blog.
The whole lot of em.

Maybe I should change my blog link. But before that *sharpens katana*, allow me to go on a murderous rampage, pretty please?

I swear I'm gonna make today the worst day they've ever imagined, I swear I freakin will. You watch out assholes, I'll murder the whole lot of ya.

Fine, I'm not worse than Freddy, but I can try. I don't have claws either [ not that I have a katana also ], but I'm so gonna kill you.

Wonder if Firefox has some history filtering thingamajig. That way I can keep track of the other webs I lay my hands on.

Uh well. Let me outta my cage to kill. Bye bye then.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

standard issue regrets

Due my to my infatuation with powerpop and Fueled By Ramen artists, I just went on a major downloading spree. About, ooooo, I dunoo, say 67 songs????? I swear I'm just waiting for my comp to crash no. Go on, crash.

ROTATION. DAMMIT ROTATION.
No, not the bloody subtopic in Transformations *like I'll have any of that here*, but Cute Is What We Aim For's upcoming album. Pfffft, I take a break from listening to them and tada, they suddenly have a new album. JUNE 21 I SUMMON YOU HERE NOW. *waves broken wand*
am I the only one who thinks that Shaant Hacikyan has not only an outlandish name, but nice hair??? Uh c'mon.. there should be at least one person that watched Curse Of Curves yeah? If not, just think of Kadaj's hair, but minus the silveryness and the girlish looknig face. No wait, keep the girlish looking face.

Tokyo Police Club is a pretty awesome band too. I noticed them in that MTVu Woodie Awards thing. They sound kinda like Powerspace and The Academy Is... Would someone care to explain to me why FBR artistes are so bloody cool?
No ya know what, I can't handle the truth.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna flail over that Myspace dude who did a cover of Crush. HOTNESS.

DMC4 *dies*

ZOMG. Before I JUST DIE and go to game heaven, let me just watch this, one more time. Please?




HOMG. *dies happily*
Trailers....are...soo very.....pretttty..
I know.. I know. DMC4 came out ages ago. That makes me want it even more. It's so pretty. Especially Nero, although he looks exactly like Dante. How can you even tell???? Whatever la. I want a copy of DMC4 please. The original one please. Coz' pretty games like this should be bought original right? No piracy for awesome games yo~
Whu~! =P
Talk about bad timing.. It's exam season and here I am flailing about games when I'm supposed to be studying. Mehhhhh, who cares.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Mood swings don't exist, they're just another word to describe lovesick, but in a more sexist way.

*Mumbles incoherently*

I decided to do that tag thing after all. Turns out, blogging twice = Better than once XP
Well then, let's get this over with..

Tagged.

1. Write the title of your memoirs using 6 words.
2. Post it on your blog.
3. Link to the person that you tagged.
4. Tag 5 more blogs.

Title :Friends, Love? [no love ], Games, MUSIC,Losing too many things,Reality.

Friends - If I wasn't such an oblivious twat, I'd actually believe that this would be second in line, games being ahead because they've modified my life the most. But I'm wrong. I've got a football team of friggin [insert a word other than wonderful, tremendous and marvelous in order not to sound as if you're straight outta Peter Pan] friends. They might be assholes sometimes, but if I didn't like them because of that and a bunch of other things, I'd say I would still be that same uptight, over-sensitive girl without blatant disregard for anything but herself So yeah, I kinda owe my life to those people.

Love [No love] - Hah..If I didn't know that I love you too much, you won't even be in this list. Love eh? I'm clinging onto it although it's just gonna keep on strangling me until I let go. It's just as if something twisting it's hardened grip on me, refusing to let go [it's mutual isn't it?], breaking your heart or whatever else that makes you stable. I hate you, but it's the same amount of how much I love you. Getting over you is hard futile. I really don't feel like caring, although I want to. But I'd rather save myself from this. Love is a painful thing to succumb to. I'm pathetic, I know, but that's your fault. You're an idiot, love, And I'm incapable of letting go.
Love in simple words, is subtle, and elusive, and all the more depressing to a sick mind [say, mine].

Stupid things happen. And they're far from over, especially if you're still in it.

Games - I'm glad I'm an avid gamer. Games changed my life, and I wish I could give every damn game developer there ever was a V12 Vanquish, but then again they might already have one since they make such awesome games to gratify the needs of pathetic people who find indulgence in such inanimate [oh irony] things. People like me. But then, everybody has their 'thing' right? Like erm, Jill and her.....I dunno..guys and camps? And then there's Jo and her Kpop. And other people. Sorry that only these two people hit my mind when someone says fandom. Perhaps it's because they're the ones who're always blogging about it, besides me..Or do I? Point is,hands down, games make up for what's missing in my life.

Music - Why wouldn't anyone write about this? It's satisfaction of the highest level. It's like a whole package, games AND music. I love music, that's true. And puh-lease, has it ever occurred to certain stupid, ignorant, dimwitted people that other people - such as myself - like listening to enshrouded bands because their music is awesome and not because I think I'm being cool listening to obscure bands. People are different, you assholes. Some might like Lupe Fiasco, and others might like OK Go. It's balanced, and that's important. I don't listen to all those stupid radio wave crap, the ones with a stupid guy rapping [or should I say, screaming like a dog on crack ] about barely comprehensible shiet in his life. Or in Shannon's words, how many people they've killed. Assholes, why don't you try and be open-minded for once.

Loosing too many things - Now don't go around thinking that the only things I've lost are people. I've lost my dogs...and pens. And I hate loosing things. Be it excruciatingly small or tremendously huge, I hate loosing things. THINGS, people, whatever. I don't wanna think about people I've lost, it's only gonna fill my mind with thoughts of not being able to see them again. And I can't bear that thought, ya know.

Reality - I wish everything would go about everyone's way and not be what it really is. Does that make sense? Yeah it does. Why do we always have to open our eyes and look at the reality of things? Can't we just overlook it and go about our own ways. See, that's why people live lies, because it's better than dealing with the sad fact of reality. We have our own world where we can tell ourselves lies to make up for things that hurt us. Like for example, if a mum lost her kid, some might just condone it and move on whereas some, they're still stuck on the concept that their kids are still with them. You can't blame them if they believe a lie just because it's less painful than the truth, ya know. I admire anyone who can possibly get through stuff in life, or maybe, they're just lucky. And I'm probably a pessimist who just sits around moping everytime something goes inevitably wrong. I'm amazed at people who're absolutely inexorable - they won't let anything get through them - I'm a pushover, so naturally, I wish I was like them.

DONE.


I'm not gonna tag anyone. It's exhausting to find people who'd actually wanna do this anyway. You wanna do it, go ahead.

Ughhh, my head aches like crap now. I'm off. And ELLIOT IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pffffffft, get here earlier la. Come at 1 am for what?

I burnt my hair btw. Stupid bro and sis of mine. I hate my siblings sometimes, but I have to say, they're better than my parents.

Had it up to the gills,
Makes you cry while the milk still spills.
Ain't it just a bitch? What a pain, well it's all a crying shame.
What left to do but complain?
Better find someone to blame.

I've got a hunch it's not over yet.

My flu-covered test paper.

Yeah, that -> the product of an hour of nothing but squeezing in loud sneezes every 5 seconds while doing your exam.
I wonder if I could somehow negotiate with Miss Chee to change my seat. I hate chalkdust in my nose, doi. Especially if it's as if someone came and whacked two dusters in front of my face. Hah life.

Pffffffft. Stupid scripted speeches, total waste of time, study, don't study. Make up your mind Edu board [ of this Godforsaken country! ]

Twats

I'm so fricking frustratedly incredulous on why I dragged my ass to school just to do one bloody test. I'd rather be at home, burying my head in my fat KH textbook rather than again, swallowing chalkdust and bugging Joevy for tissue.

And that New South Wales thing, I'm beginning to hate it, albeit I have absolutely no given clue about it. That THING, made me sit through half of my day, sneezing of course, wondering if my English was any good. But it isn't T_T
Crap, Jill, I know we're not deskmates for now, but I'm starting to feel un-English also. Oh my.


Uh well. I got tagged. No actually, I requested to be tagged. Been ages since I got tagged.
But I'm lazy to do it. So no, I ain't gonna do it. Too much thinking spoils the brain ya know, which as we all know has already succumbed to mushiness a short while after History exams.
JOY.

I've got nothing to do online at all. MSN is uber boring and Youtube, is still Youtube. Oasis, will always be Oasis, yeah?
Point is, I've got nothing to do online. Vids? yeah/No. Russel Peters? DONE. Everything, is FINISHED.

And ya know what, I think I'm gonna occupy my head now with 'facts of life' [ aka reproduction, folks. ]


Live it up while you can.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

I found my life, it's trapped in another broken lie.

Know how one seemingly fine and tense-free day, where you don't worry about anything bad happening, and all of a sudden, someone drops a bombshell, better yet, a nuclear reactor.

Not again.NOT FREAKIN AGAIN. You can't be serious. Last time is was my dad, and now it's my mum, NOT AGAIN. I'm not gonna move. Definitely not gonna move. You can't make me. I'm not going to a terrorist filled country. I'm not letting you go either. You hurt sometimes, but that's they way it is, that's the way this damn bloody family works. Everyone fucking bites. We're not gonna move, I swear we won't. I'll do whatever it takes If I have to, if I can.

I don't wanna move.I wanna move.

I spent the whole past hour with my PE text book on my lap, while my mind was off wondering whether I'd feel ANYTHING.
I'd have to miss too many people, I'll miss you and you and you and you .
Don't make me sadder, I've done nothing wrong to deserve this, everything I do is for myself.
[ Then perhaps that's the problem eh? I've been self centered. ]


I hate you so much. I can't wish anything bad upon you, instant karma is well, instant.
Why do you only care about your job and nothing else? BOTH OF YOU.
Haven't you succumbed to the idea that you have 3 children who're oblivious to who you are?
I feel sick and disgusted that the only thing that's on your mind is your fucking job.
Perancangan Keluarga my ass.

Damn you people. What're you even trying to do?

Nothing's gonna change my world.


On the other hand,
SHE LOVES YOU-
SHE LOVES YOU-SHE LOVES YOU-SHE LOVES YOU.
It somehow hurts me. Why do you even suck up to her?
Some friend you are.

Word up.

Hah, I'm gonna update like a mad cow now since most of my exams are finished and well, I really don't care about the others.
So, went to school, ached my uterus wall off, did exams [in pain], flailed about gay guys, proclaimed the awesomeness of a blog, went to tuition, tried to stay away from teacher [ he looks like a paedo ], and pissed my dad off.

Isn't it a nice day? >.>

Uh wells, Is it me, or does this look a tad bit familiar?





I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOMG I FOUND IT I FOUND ITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Millions of happy happy things, killing, killing, DEAD.

*clears throat* I found my old files again. The ones I've Photoshopped ages ago, somewhere around February. And HOMG. There's tons. I didn't notice that fandom itself took at least 3 gigabytes of my hard drive. And to think that I don't fangirl a lot. Lies I tell you, LIES.







I Photoshoshop much better now though. =P
Those were old school stuff.

And damn, my CS3 isn't working again. I'm just gonna buy one now. 699 bucks eh? Well go to hell, I have my ways ya know. XP


Word out.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

keep on clapping.

HALLELUJAH!

And why did I proclaim that oh-so awesome word for praise?
Simply because those annoying stupid things deemed as History and Geography respectively have been abolished XD finished with..After 7 consecutive hours of mildly making porridge outta my brain, [ a.k.a studying.yeah. go figure ] it's finished. I;m gonna happily guarantee that there's gonna be a probable C or a B inked on my answer sheet when I get it back. Or worse yet, the word 'Dumbass'.
Scary Movie, anyone?
Look at the pom-pom prom queen scream and scream and run for her life.

I don't wanna care about Mid Year. Fine, there goes my beloved RAZR2 V9. I really wanted that phone. I wonder if I can use it for self defense, since it's super thin and all. Has anyone seen the commercial? Pretty little thing isn't it, it's not mine...... *runs off to weep*

Materialist betul.

Thanks to Kristal, I've found a new singer to flail about. Rufus Wainwright? Old news? I don't fucking care thank you very much.
So why do I completely adore Rufus Wainwright?
a] He's a singer with 100% pwnsomeness radiating from him.
b] Everyone likes a rendition of Hallelujah, yeah? It's not as good as the Jeff Buckley's but it'll do. It came out in Shrek too. it's kinda cool despite being a tad bit fast, slow tempo is much better.
c] HOMG have I mentioned he's GAY! I haven't? Well he's GAY!!!!!!!!!. XD *throws shiny sparkles..and a llama*

Forgive my infatuation with llamas today. I've been watching Emperor's New Groove more than a few times.

Something tells me these days that coffee doesn't work on me anymore. I drank about two whole jugs. Yes, jugs. It didn't really work that much. I still felt extremely sleepy but I didn't sleep, because I knew that if I did, I would never wake up to study. So from ab0ut 6.30 a.m of yesterday till now, I'm awake. and I'm sleepy, but I don't wanna sleep. Sleeping is so lame and makes people look like swollen pigs. Oh crap.
Soz Jill. =D

But WHYYY???????? Why isn't coffee working anymore? Seriously, I have about 4 brands of coffee and I drink two mugs everyday. I'm worse than American adults..
My mum doesn't know about my secret stash of coffee. She'll just end freaking out and throwing it out to the dogs, [they need it more than I do actually ] She's seen me drinking it more than 3 times a day, and never complained, so I guess it's all good. Or is it??

Pfffft. Perhaps I've become immune to coffee or something, God forbid. I need coffee to survive, coffee or my other alternative, ghei porn carbon monoxide.

The most annoying thing happened today. PAIN, in the form of freakin menstrual cramps. DURING MY HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY EXAM DAMN YOU FEMALE PHYSIOLOGIC CHANGES.
Why of all people, me? Although it's kinda cool that I'm potentially infertile and all. Fantastic.

I couldn't even do my exam properly. I just sat there clutching my stomach, or was it my uterus, while my brains were trying to decide between II and III or I and IV. I'm still trying to figure out whether I was disgusted or dying.
Oh and I got stained twice too.

Rightt.

Remind me never ever to let my brother quiz anyone. Yesterday, while I was studying, he grabbed my History book and started asking a gazillion irrelevant questions.
For example :

*Reads out a whole passage of crap in an austere tone*
So, muka surat yang manakah terdapatnya petikan ini?
Me : O.o Pg 78?
Close, but not enough, it's page 178.
Me : *still O.o*

Next question..

Untuk mengetahui lebih tentang zaman kegemilangan Johor, apakah laman web yang patut kita kunjungi?
Me : Oh. erm. http://tripod-something-something
Tahniah, anda sekarang berada di dalam kategori ke-4 terbodoh.
Me : >.>

But he did ask some good questions too, he's not all of an ass, most of the time. Lol. He's trying to find my blog. He did find a blog just now, but it was Jo's blog. He was wondering why there was so much Kpop.
So I had to delete the whole Firefox history. Sighs. Then I learned that I can delete web addresses individually. Darn.

Maybe I should just change my blog link. make it longer XP


OK Go's Television, Television screams 100 types of awesome. Mmmmmmm, actually, it reminds me of ME, deskmate-ku and TV addicts.

Ok Go - Television, Television

Look at the hottie in the tight jeans
Look at the pipe dreams
Look at the fat man burst at the seams
Look at the captain with the galaxy right off his balcony
Look at the science and the alchemy
Look at the sirens on the cop cars
Look at the pop stars
Look at the convicts filing the bars
Look at the wife
Look at the knife
Look at the pom-pom prom queen scream and scream and run for her life.
It's always right, the perfect light in the dark of night.
Give up the world, give up your life, cause you cannot fight the television.
Television, television.
Look at them trying to get the flag higher
Look at the quagmire
Look at the tread separate from the tire
Look at the junky trying to get a gram
Look at the betting man
Look at him folding on a better hand
It's always right, the fearless light in the dark of night.
Give up the world, give up your life cause you cannot fight the television.
Television, television.
Look at me hypnotized and half alive, maybe it's four or five.
Some parts are sleeping, some parts are paralyzed.
Just one more minute.. just one more minute.. I think I'm almost in it.
Television, television.
Give me and politicians.
Give me death and demolition.
Give me glamour and sedition.
Television.


Self explanatory? I think so too.

Monday, May 12, 2008

All Kinds Of Time.

Pfft. I'm not supposed to be blogging now =P... Nope, instead I' m supposed to be memorizing crappy definitions and damned agreements.

Exams are well, go figure.
Maths was okay. So was BM2.
I can't believe I got my factorization thing understood. Guess waking up at 4.40 in the morning to study ain't so bad, eh?

Was reading the newspaper just now. Lol. Skin implantation looks so cool. Mind you my definition of cool is looking like an octopus. =P.
I wanna get a tattoo hehe. I beg to differ when anyone says the newspaper is educational. I really do. What's so educational about crazy politicians and.....oh.

Uh well. I'll be on blog-hiatus for a while. Public exams await me. Await me so that they may invisibly slice me up into tiny little cubes and ship me off to Myanmar.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

i should be studying.

I kinda feel really happy today. Probably because my mum isn't scolding me =P

Uh wells, Happy Mother's Day! Though I doubt any mum would read my blog, coz then I'd end up having to close my blog XD

Darn, I wanna go for so many things this year. Church related things might I add..

Like WYD 2008!!!!!!!!!!!! T____T
That's World Youth Day for Roman Catholics, n00bs.
It's in Sydney and if I'm not mistaken it's during trials, one more fact to make me sadder.

And PDYN 08 too. That's Penang Diocese Youth Day..
I won't have a problem with this coz' it's gonna be held in my church.
But let's just hope people wanna go. Coz I'm scared that I'd be the only one there surrounded by people from other states. SCARY.
If I have to, I'm gonna drag Andrina, Sonia, Shannon and all my other Catholic friends to go. Soz gals. XP

Gots nothing to say. So I'll be seeing ya.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

no hell below us.

"Haggard"
"Faggot"
See, we're even now. =)

Don't ask me how that came to be.

Imagine is so super duper cool. Erm yeah, the John Lennon song. Don't ask me. Ask David Archuleta how he made mad fangirls succumb to liking John Lennon's make-peace-not-war songs. Although, yeah, I always liked those type of songs. They mean good, don't they?

Pffft. I'm not sitting next to Jill anymore for exams. She's sitting way back near the cupboards and I'm sitting in front of the blackboard.. Right in front, where everytime someone cleans the blackboard, I'm forced to suffocate on chalkdust. People of 3 Horn and 3 Heron [God forbid], forgive me if you hear loud sneezing. That would be me, inhaling chalkdust.

Uh wells. I have a feeling that History will be kinda okay for me. There's no subjective, Pn Jamnah said so. Isn't that awesome? And since it's a state paper, I bet it'll be easy. Think of those rural children please! I'm not degrading them, just contemplating the fact that they have less supplies that's all. Trust me, I'm a very people-conscious person. coughcoughliescoughcough.

Streamyx is screwing around again. 20 kb/s that sucks.
Darn it.


Oh right. Jill's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! AGAIN!!




Friday, May 9, 2008

I'm headbroken

Guh. I was looking through my stupid Comprehension book just now, and noticed that most of my summaries are like 4/10 marks. -_-
What's even weirder is that my ringkasan[s] are above 15/20. Ironic, no? I suck at BM, and my ringkasans are so cekap-ly graded.

And geez, is Photoshop really that hard to learn? Don't know why, but I had about 4 people telling me how hard Photoshoping is. What la you people.

We went to the comp lab today. We had to take out our damn shoes, and I noticed that my socks was of different colours -___-" had to hide the whole period. -_-
Idiosyncrasy of me.


Uh well. Tomorrow is deskmate-ku's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

Gonna make this post a short one. I've got to go study.. *poof. there goes my happy mood*
Ciao sad people.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Make me blue. =|

Yeah. Again, roll with it.
Oooo. that seems to be my favourite line for now.

My day? One particular, petulant word to sum it up.

Exams. Sad little things that make my life prone to excessive amounts of apprehension and burning the midnight oil burning my hand in the midnight oil. Guess it's somewhere along the lines of melancholy meets neuroticism.

Pffft. No way. No freakin way am I gonna prance around muttering depressing words about how much state exams that bring nothing but odium should be abolished, burnt, DESTROYED.

Well then.
School was... normal. Deskmate-ku and I spent most of our day studying and bothering each other while each of us tried to cram useless gay names into our more-than-likely-to-explode heads.

And Jill dear, if you're reading this, please say yes... Please say yes to the plan we had in mind. Pleaseeeee. I feel bad for not doing anything. I'm damn sure I'm not the only one.
You're one of my besties, and you deserve something really awesome for your birthday. And I'd like to give that. At the very least, I'd like to TRY and give that =)
So pretty please? =)))))))))))))))))))))))


Font downloading.... Super addictive if you're a Photoshop-[er?]
I now have 438 fonts *beams*
They look alike. Probably because I keep on downloading the 'Handwriting' and 'Doodles' type only. Looks like I have a whole lotta deleting work ahead of me now.

I have to try and do well for my mid year. I know I can't get straight A's. Correction, it's impossible for me to get straight A's. But I wanna try my best. Just for the sake of trying.

I feel pathetic. T_T

Monday, May 5, 2008

The Energizer Bunny is better off being a crossdresser.

My post title = Roll with it.

Today's Moanday right? Pffft.
Thanks to my beloved phone dying every 5 hours and my sheer laziness to get up and check the calender, I've lost track of the date.

I didn't go to school today. I swear I'm never ever gonna eat that Nasi Kandar chicken sambal thing my grandma cooked. It's not like it sucks or anything, but damn it's spicy. Even my sister who eats 'cili padi' just for the hell of it thought it was hot. Because of my pitiful stomach and it's inability to adapt to spicy food, I was vomiting the whole day. Diarrhoea never fails to visit too.
Is that how you spell it?

Lol. I've found a new comedian to obsess over. Damn he made me speak in a British accent for 5 minutes [and then i figured that it sounded weird ].
Introducing, *reads cue card*.. SPENCER BROWN!
Old news? Yeah I thought so.
I actually watched him on E!. That show about the battle of hotties or something like that. And yes I do watch pointless shows like that. It never fails to amuse me how celebrities, as big as they are, get thrown into 'abstract battles' like that to see who's hotter. Cliche? I agree.

Damn. BM Oral tomorrow. I haven't prepared anything so there goes my A in BM.Pffft.
Personally, I don't really care much about my Oral exams. Lies

Bro's back from Germany!!!!! I'm thrilled coz' I missed him a lot. Lol, yeah, I'm a very family-oriented person deep inside. coughagainliescough
And the best part, he bought Amelie, the French movie. Who knew my brother liked Audrey Tautou? Apparently, he thinks she's hot. I won't deny. Isn't every French hot? Lol.
the movie's kinda funny though. Amelie likes doing weird and sometimes morbid things like trying to guess how many couples in Paris are having an orgasm at one moment. Erm, yeah, weird.
But it's a cute movie and I'm gonna watch it anyhoo, after the exams.


ahh.exams. absolute BLISS.

i'm out.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

If the world is ending, I'm throwing a party

I always thought there'd be a reason why Noel and Liam Gallagher from Oasis would be so much more fucking awesome than 'El Mike Tyson of grunge' himself, Kurt Cobain.
Firstly, they don't make songs like I Hate Myself And I Want To Die. For the record, that's actually a song by Nirvana. I hate myself and I want to die. Lol, it's certainly unique though.
Instead, they make songs like Live Forever, which might I add landed the first place on NME's best indie anthems of all time. Correct me if I'm wrong, they have more than 5 songs on that goddamn list.

Second, nope it's not because they literally abuse the F word. [oh lookie i didn't blurt it out this time] But it's because of their attitude. Everyone likes a dose of spitfire rockers every now and then right?

And third. I don't have a third......

Uh wells. I changed the song at the bottom of my blog page. I think it's Champagne Supernova now. I also went on a Strokes downloading rampage yesterday, because......, The Strokes are awesome yeah?
And Cobra Starship too. I never knew they were such an awesome powerpop band. I love power pop =)

Anyways, church was so boring. And instead of going to OLOL, my mum dragged me to St Sebastian coz' today is the feast of St Sebastian. I still don't know why he's canonized.
Off I go to Wiki then.

Pfft. I'm suprised at my limitation of 'saint knowledge'

hateindices.hatemaths.

and I learned something really nice today. Who knew Cathecism was actually any good?
God pursues us in our restlessness, receives us in our sinfulness and holds in in our brokenness.

Friday, May 2, 2008

gaming too much

WHHUUUUU!
Yesh that's my new WHEEEEEEEE

I was dragged to Yik Fong just now. My dunderhead of a sister was obsessed with tweaking up her computer and since Elliot was sleeping and didn't wanna go, she dragged me in the midst of my 'excruciatingly painful study time'. I swear sis if I ever fail in Indices you are going down.

Honestly, Yik Fong scares the bloody hell outta me. I'm not sure why, maybe it's the immense amount of gothic lolita rip-offs flooding the first floor, or those twats who keep on staring at you like paedophiles, or that guy with the PSP.

But then again, there is at least ONE thing I actually like about it, it's a gaming haven. And that makes me wanna dance around naked in the rain happy.

So I bought 5 games. And I don't care whether mid year is around the corner or not, because I'm not gonna play them now. It's only gonna prove how I'm atrociously stupid at managing time.

And so, I bought

a] Shin Megami Tensei : Persona 3



I actually bought a copy last year but it died. So now I've bought a new one! Can't help it, RPG's are ADDICTIVE.
















b] Burnout Dominator

Old? I'm guessing so. But it's still a nice game and I haven't gotten a chance to play it yet. I've only played Revenge and THAT was pretty awesome.

















c]Grand Theft Auto : Vice City Stories



Believe or not, I spent most of Std 6 playing this. It's awesomely fun and so very addictive. Personally, I like it so much better than San Andreas. San Andreas is overrated.


















d ] DDR :Supernova 2

You'd be suprised to know that I'm actually pretty good at this. Hold that, I'm awesome at this. =D But not on the arcade ones. I hate those stupid bars that we have to hold. I knocked my head once or twice before.
=/














AND LAST but most certainly not least, my guilty pleasure, Harvest Moon : Save The Homeland.



Admit it, you're a closeted HM fan aren't you? Hah. Q.E.D arseclowns =P

green, yellow and red card blues

Eh. What exactly is a green card?
I don't know. I don't watch football

And that made me laugh the whole entire period of History just now. Because we were learning about.... citizenship, I left my mind to run off wondering what exactly is a Green Card. I suppose I asked the wrong person =P because deskmate-ku dearest, a green card isn't in football, a yellow and red one is.

Instead of studying right now, I'm blogging, and reading Absolute Boyfriend. [ damn you, Jo ]
It's super addictive and that makes it altogether BAd =(

Ahh who give a damn anyways?

I finally finished up my electric project thingamajig at school. And I terpateri-ed my finger too =/ That explains why it was red the whole day. At first it didn't work thanks to me joining up 'those metal bits behind the board'. so with Carey's help I managed to..forgive me if I'm wrong but.. suck them out? Yeah, I used that sucker thing to suck the bits out. -__-

In the end it worked! *beams*
Blek, with a really screwed up whiny version of Fur Elise might I add.
I kinda felt sad coz the light wasn't shining so brightly before. It was uber pretty on my first try. now it's not T_____T
I wanted take pics of my pretty project, but dammit, I left my project at school. uh wells, I'll take pics of it tomorrow. XD

And in the spirit of admitting to how wrong I was, Final Fantasy X is beginning to be interesting. [ WHY LOOKIE HERE! ]
And all the more sad. Damn you Tidus and your dad! T___T
And the battles, damn they're GOOD.

Maybe RPG's are taking a toll on me. Who knows?

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Frishing bottles of rum

There's nothing wrong with crying.
Theme songs are always by Oasis. So go figure.

I feel really sick now and the reasons refuse to show.

Guh. I hate my parents. They suck so much. Separation doesn't help. Why not take it to the next level? I can't help in any way, sorry. It's not my fault both of you are such egocentric people.
So, when are the papers gonna be signed?

I wish I didn't have to be here right now. It's so painful.

Folios are my new enemies. And they seem to hate me as well.
They're cruel and hate-able and make my life dull!
Again oh dear Malaysian Education Board, I'm not a machine. I've got 3 folios and EXAMS. Tedious as that sounds to you, it's important to me you bunch of twats.

I've actually got nothing to blog about now. I could rant and rave about my utter disgust for the world these days, but then again, why does it matter? My fingers are only gonna swell up. Hmm, probably my brains too.

So, off I go to finish up those monstrous things deemed as FOLIOS.