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Now playing: Ryan Adams - Dirty Rain
Give me something I want out of impulse. I'm tired of waiting. Are you hearing me, universe? I want to be happy. I haven't been happy in a while, so don't keep me hanging on a fine, loose thread. Don't make me run in circles, trying to catch every single, hazy cloud of happiness that you keep dangling above me.
Do you hear me? When is it going to be my turn to be happy? How long do I wait for people and wait on people like this?
It makes me so..genuinely angry to give up something that would make me even remotely happy.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
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Now playing: Florence + The Machine - Landscape
It hits me a week before, but the momentum only hits me a day before. Hmm.
I've been awesome to a lot of people except myself this past few weeks. A stop must be issued because I can't, I can't be too hard on myself. I could've helped, but it was the realization that you'd do nothing but push my help away that stopped me. Don't be upset with me now.
Here's to a cease and desist order, issued to me, by me, to stop being so..subservient to people who don't need, or deserve it.
Nyeheheheheh
Now playing: Florence + The Machine - Landscape
It hits me a week before, but the momentum only hits me a day before. Hmm.
I've been awesome to a lot of people except myself this past few weeks. A stop must be issued because I can't, I can't be too hard on myself. I could've helped, but it was the realization that you'd do nothing but push my help away that stopped me. Don't be upset with me now.
Here's to a cease and desist order, issued to me, by me, to stop being so..subservient to people who don't need, or deserve it.
Nyeheheheheh
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Stranded.
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Now playing: Noel Gallagher - If I Had A Gun...
When this ends, and if and when I finally have some sort of idea of what this even is, construction and twists deciphered, I have a humble list of things I'd like to do.
I'll go down to KL, hopefully. I'll have a pleasant time eating at Snowflake and having an awesome karaoke session with them. We'll even have Fondue-Bastardization Time (:
I'll eat, because this /is/ Penang after all. I'll eat and be happy. I won't know if it's because the food is going to be certified delightful, or if it's because I have an amazing, helpfully high metabolic rate. I'll be proud that I can finally attest to the magnitude of EPIC WINNERY of Penang food.
One picture of food is never enough.
I'll go hiking. I'll spend a lot of time doing things like hiking, beach-ing, and volunteering at the Penang SPCA.
I'll crawl back to my little bubble of video games.
I'll go back to school, to eat. :D
I'm going to walk, play and laugh in the rain.
I'll be edified and enlightened by the brilliance of raspberry vodka and Irish whiskey.
....and I will do them all, in a manner you might find yourself referring to as :
Oh yes.
Now playing: Noel Gallagher - If I Had A Gun...
When this ends, and if and when I finally have some sort of idea of what this even is, construction and twists deciphered, I have a humble list of things I'd like to do.
I'll go down to KL, hopefully. I'll have a pleasant time eating at Snowflake and having an awesome karaoke session with them. We'll even have Fondue-Bastardization Time (:
I'll eat, because this /is/ Penang after all. I'll eat and be happy. I won't know if it's because the food is going to be certified delightful, or if it's because I have an amazing, helpfully high metabolic rate. I'll be proud that I can finally attest to the magnitude of EPIC WINNERY of Penang food.
One picture of food is never enough.
I'll go hiking. I'll spend a lot of time doing things like hiking, beach-ing, and volunteering at the Penang SPCA.
I'll crawl back to my little bubble of video games.
I'll go back to school, to eat. :D
I'm going to walk, play and laugh in the rain.
I'll be edified and enlightened by the brilliance of raspberry vodka and Irish whiskey.
....and I will do them all, in a manner you might find yourself referring to as :
Oh yes.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
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Now playing: Jason Mraz - Clockwatching [Acoustic]
Someone needs to dissect my head, tell me what the fuck is going on in there and fix it, preferably a stranger with no face. IF this is how it feels to have your entire world crash down, then fuck it all, I don't want to be in the middle of it all, I'd like to be sitting on top.Waiting for a new end.
Now playing: Jason Mraz - Clockwatching [Acoustic]
Someone needs to dissect my head, tell me what the fuck is going on in there and fix it, preferably a stranger with no face. IF this is how it feels to have your entire world crash down, then fuck it all, I don't want to be in the middle of it all, I'd like to be sitting on top.Waiting for a new end.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
1-11-11
Goodbye October.
When I turned 18.
Reached epiphany. Made choices and self-fulfilling promises, only to be met with "HAHA EPIC PHAIL.".
Reached other multiple epiphanies. Still here.
When I turned 18 this month, I constructed small plans and promises for myself; promises to let go, promises to keep holding on to whatever it is that needs to be held on to in order to survive.
When I turned 18.
Reached epiphany. Made choices and self-fulfilling promises, only to be met with "HAHA EPIC PHAIL.".
Reached other multiple epiphanies. Still here.
When I turned 18 this month, I constructed small plans and promises for myself; promises to let go, promises to keep holding on to whatever it is that needs to be held on to in order to survive.
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