You're too young, Hold your tongue.

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Now playing: Kyo - Comment Te Dire

It's not that I haven't a care in the world. You are just not in my world often enough. Am I wrong for saying this?

Indifference doesn't mean I'd like anyone in that situation.

I'd much rather stay quiet.

too late.

Hope immolation

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Now playing: Passion - So Sick [Acoustic Cover]

"You're not reading a lot. What happened to you?"

I don't know. I haven't been mindful for the past year. Does that book really matter? Does green and black really matter? I wore green on Wednesday. Was it a preindication of anything that was going to happen that day? Would luck have subverted if I wore red instead? Could 5, 18, 27 or 14 preempt anything at all?

....but I..don't care..

Until June, I get to make this right.

That cover of So Sick I'm listening to is just do damned good.

I know what I want. This isn't a lost cause, I have door. I have a key, it's rusty. But it's a key nonetheless. I'm rueful, but that by no means is any denotation that I didn't try. God wants me on the same way, he just gave me a rusty ticket. Doesn't matter. What matters is now. I don't suck. I've just had a less-than-awesome week.

I think I'll probably pass out of gastritis before collecting my results tomorrow. Die lah.

I'm beginning to consider the theory that lounging my arse on the swirly chair followed by the hall sofa has bad repercussions on my habit of being overtly organised sometimes. I feel like I've fallen into a deeper hole of neat album artworks and aligned fingernails after spending 75 days of doing noooooooothing. I swear I was itching to arrange all the magazines in the doctor's office just now. IT WAS ALL TIME MAGAZINE. I couldn't decide on arranging them according to date or colour.

Who the hell arranges magazines with one single red border according to colour?

Wait...who even lets that thought creep through the back door of their head?

Me.

I was never like this. I SWEAR.

Few months ago, I spiritedly made a list of things to do while I'm on my semi-break from school before I go off to study..again. I ended up doing only 2 things.

For the record, I didn't learn Mandarin.

I didn't finish up my Sudoku Volume 3.

I didn't even finish half the video games I set out to play after SPM.

I didn't get a job. DAMN!

As an extension from the last one, I didn't save up much money.

DLKSADFLKSAFKASDKLFSDA I DIDN'T LEARN HINDI D:

I didn't change my wardrobe.

No sir, I most certainly did not.