Miss ya.

My doggie died today..
after 9 years..
Obvious reason why she died huh?
I miss her.
Especially since one of my dog died on Halloween last year and one more died this year two days after school began.
And now she dies.
I love her a lot.
I don't want her to die
I can't take it anymore.
I actually cried 4 times at school today
And normally i don't cry a lot
Initially, I thought she would make it since she looked a bit okay..
But she couldn't.
I went to check on her today after getting ready for school
But I found her dead.
I asked my dad and he told me that he already knew that she was gonna die
But he told me 'it'll be okay' yesterday
Sorta lying right?
Gah, you tell me.
I'm so hurt right now.
What's even worse is that before she died, she was blind
It all happened few years ago when the friggin postdude who didn't like my dog slingshot her..
She got blind after that
That sucks
I don't like it
I feel like crying again now.
Thats not good
I won't cry
Cause I know she's better off dead than be here suffering
I only want whats good for her.

I'm a bloody good owner. I know that. So do you.