Of melancholy and ODD

Lol I'm v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v. confused right now
My head is filled with mind boggling thoughts and dilemmas

Crap, crap, crap

It's not like any serious sctuff that would get my butt in hot fire came up today.


It's just that I'm wondering, how can someone ACT totally UNCONVINCINGLY depressed..cry in front of a senior WHO JUST MIGHT HAPPEN TO BE OWNED BY SOMEONE, complain about someone to someone and complain to the first someone about the second someone, go through pre-pre-pre-pre-pre menopause and yet GET ATTENTION FROM EVERYONE.


As obviously fake as it seems, how?

It's really interesting if you get that kinda dumb dilemma stuck in your head ya know.I didn't complete my maths and I didn't get attention from the teacher.
But then again, that's not the type of attention someone would want right? LOL./

A fatuous, malicious, irrevocably fake and undeniably in need of a boob reduction idiot will do anything to get attention right? .
Yup, an idiot.


Yeah, again you're asking "What does that have to with me?"Well I have a right. Especially since I'm a victim of false hypocrisy spread by this nasty and dense individual.


I really should study how the adoloscent years affect one's brain..Regardless negatively or positively.


Or how can someone take every single shiet they hear about their goddamn bloody selves and dump it on their backs moulding a bif fat lump of crappy gossip henceforth making themselves victims of pre-menopause, pushing their asses to a state of melancholia and of course, acting as if they were suffering from severe depression.


Or maybe she's just suffereing from a diagnostic and statistical mental disorder.
LIKE O.D.D.
She has the symptoms anyway : -
-Losing temper
-Arguing with adults
-Refusing to follow the rules
-Deliberately annoying people
-Blaming others for own mistakes
-Easily annoyed
-Angry and resentful
-Spiteful or even vengeful
-Continuous depression


Oh yeah, ODD certified.

Did I mention that girl is my cousin?
That's why I give a damn.
Coz her getting comtinuous PMS in turn affects me.God knows how or why.

I HATE HAVING PSYCHO COUSINS.
Menyusahkan.