Hypocrisy. Is an everyday affair. I noticed that before. But now I'm completely convinced. It's common. Everybody's inevitably a hypocrite. Can't say I'm not. Coz' I am. Can't say you're not. Coz' you are.
Today, is by far over the course of 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3 days, the worst day ever. At least half the day was. Stupid Monday I hate you. Gots them Monday blues whatever.
God help me now.. Please do.
Reasons why life is being a total bitch.
Problem A.
I think it's falling apart. You know what right? Thanks to this stupid thing called hypocrisy. thank you. It's falling apart now. I used to love it. And now I don't know what to expect other than destruction. I thank you for that.
Problem B.
I can't stop thinking about her, It's like my mind is gonna blow up because of her. I've got no clue of what I'm doing. I'm not gonna be at all surprised if I'm driven to the edge of suicide just by thinking so much. My brain hurts. My heart aches. And now it sucks even more coz I've convinced myself that she visibly likes my friend. There's no more denying that. At the very least, I can't deny that. Maybe she's not that type of person, but who knows. They've been pretty close. I'm not suppose to be liking her..yada yada. Sucks a lot. I liked her since form 1 dammit. Now I musn't. I shouldn't. Sighs life is unfair. Used to that.
Problem C.
This ain't so bad. I don't wanna go to KL. That's all. And my holz are beginning to suck big time. Thanks to my workaholic parents. Pure evil. The epitome of evil parents. I was supposed to go to Bali this year. Then they changed their mind [ and my mood ]. They wanted to go to Holland instead to visit my aunt..I haven't seen her in 2 friggin years and gawd I miss her loads. And Baby Damien !!!! Lol he's probably the only kid/baby I don't mind being good to. He's just so darn adowable and so ....obedient. He doesn't cry for his mummy 22/7 [two hours used to get babies to eat their damn food =].. He's 3 this year and I damnwell hope he hasn't changed. But then again, God knows when I'm gonna see him again thanks to my parents WHO CANCELLED THE TRIP. Evil evil MO's
WELL SCREW THAT. I don't wanna care. Nope I don't.
I'm wondering why Brandon Boyd's also known as 'The Invisible Floating Torso Man'. For those of you n00bs you don't know who that gorgeous god-like dude is, he's the frontman for Incubus. Which might I add is probably the best band ever. Well for me that is. Next to OLP. Coz OLP is beyond the norm of rocking bands. They're beyond successful music. Indescribable
Well then, I'm gonna go drown myself in Raine Maida's beautiful voice. Here's my OLP favourites. Clumsy and Waited.
Mustwatchmovies2
- Enchanted
- Paris J'taime
- A Walk To Remember.. I LOVE THIS MOVIE!! It's so sweet it made me cry.
FYi. Burn Baby Burn = Axel's catchphrase.
3 comments:
oh baby I know hoe you feel...*huggels*
I'm still working as temp, but not that horrible cookie place anymore. You got the blues haven't we all. Sometimes I wonder why I'm here on this earth. What is true purpose?
I can't get on the art business due to lack of experience. Don't know how the other artist get noticed? I did watch the snake baby and only seen 1.35 minutes of it. Quite disturbing one of worse birth deformities I have ever seen not helped by callous comments made some people.
Look, if it did survived then the child has to deal with unwanted stares and more callous remarks.
People in the world can really uncaring and malicous. They attack what is different.
I can be harsh critic of my work, if I see other people than compare to mine makes me give up. Can't help sometimes.
I "stalked" Chimerastone here because she makes insightful comments. You all seem like good people. I'd love to give you a break in the art business. I'll call on you when I am able.
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