I found my life, it's trapped in another broken lie.

Know how one seemingly fine and tense-free day, where you don't worry about anything bad happening, and all of a sudden, someone drops a bombshell, better yet, a nuclear reactor.

Not again.NOT FREAKIN AGAIN. You can't be serious. Last time is was my dad, and now it's my mum, NOT AGAIN. I'm not gonna move. Definitely not gonna move. You can't make me. I'm not going to a terrorist filled country. I'm not letting you go either. You hurt sometimes, but that's they way it is, that's the way this damn bloody family works. Everyone fucking bites. We're not gonna move, I swear we won't. I'll do whatever it takes If I have to, if I can.

I don't wanna move.I wanna move.

I spent the whole past hour with my PE text book on my lap, while my mind was off wondering whether I'd feel ANYTHING.
I'd have to miss too many people, I'll miss you and you and you and you .
Don't make me sadder, I've done nothing wrong to deserve this, everything I do is for myself.
[ Then perhaps that's the problem eh? I've been self centered. ]


I hate you so much. I can't wish anything bad upon you, instant karma is well, instant.
Why do you only care about your job and nothing else? BOTH OF YOU.
Haven't you succumbed to the idea that you have 3 children who're oblivious to who you are?
I feel sick and disgusted that the only thing that's on your mind is your fucking job.
Perancangan Keluarga my ass.

Damn you people. What're you even trying to do?

Nothing's gonna change my world.


On the other hand,
SHE LOVES YOU-SHE LOVES YOU-SHE LOVES YOU-SHE LOVES YOU.
It somehow hurts me. Why do you even suck up to her?
Some friend you are.