I never die?

I don't wanna go to Bali. T________T
I kept on saying that to my parents coz' seriously, I don't wish to go. Who knows, it might get bombed when I'm there and then I'll die....I'd be more than happy enough to just sit my lazy arse at home doing

Less morbid things, I'm having an extremely bad fever. Fine, that doesn't fall under the category of less morbid, I knowwwww. In fact, today has been full of soap-opera-material things..
Explains the equally depressing post yet to come.

Anyways, thanks to the goddamn fever, I couldn't go to school, which isn't so bad because it's Teacher's Day, I think the only way to show my appreciation is to stay absent XP.
I've been proclaimed evil, in a small font..... Soz deskmate-ku, I didn't mean to abandon you in school. I'm sorry T_T

hmmm, no more ranting about exams. I swear to God I'm gonna get slashed and diced up and be thrown to mongooses [or mongeese? God knows ] by anti-exam people if I even mutter a single word about ex.........

FFX is officially ANNOYING me! Just when I thought the game was gradually easing up, I've got to fight so many damned bosses. And the boss fights are like every 10 minutes.. Isssh~

I'm having problems with a boss called Evrae. It's the Guado Wyrm? I forgot. It's a big fat, COLOURFUL bird that flies around in mid air while spitting out poison at you. You can't run, but only because if you do, you become dirt chow at Bevelle. In other words, you can't run because you're ON A FREAKIN AIRSHIP. And the missiles don't work either. Damn you PIXELATED PIECE OF CRAP.
Sigh. I'm gonna run out of Al Bhed Potions soon. And if I haven't enough, there's gonna be the countless people to fight in Bevelle, and Seymour Pineapple Hair, Evrae Altana and Isaaru's aeons. T_____T

I can proudly say now that I'm gonna get KO'd a gazillion times in half an hour.
And the bad thing about FFX [ and all the other FF's ] is that once you get KO'd, you have to start all over from scratch. Scratch as in from where you last SAVED. So it's essential to save. Or you'll end up like me, who had conceived the thought that "Aiyahh... bosses sure easy wan la." And then I died. T_T

The weirdest thing just happened. My mum called, and told me all the chores I need to do [ I do chores! AMEN! ] and then she started telling me to be a good girl and stop talking back and stop being sarcastic [ Oh, no, REALLY? *fake astonished face* ] and stop being a family-social outcast. Lol. I wanted to laugh, but she sounded so serious as if something bad was gonna happen. Ya know, I've never really felt this serious and overwhelmed at what she said before. I'm terribly scared now, I guess I just don't want things to occur. Bad things to occur.
She wwas talking to me as if she knew something bad was gonna happen.
As much as I dislike my mum and dad sometimes, the last thing I want is for something to happen to them. Hold that, I would NEVER want something like that to happen.

I should start loving my life more. And everything in it that's important to me.
Let there be love.