Friggin freaks.

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Anyone remember that song? Drops OfJupiter by Train. Beautiful song isn't it?? The lyrics are really cryptic though.

Darn, I should've got the courtesy to blog yesterday. It was Friday the 13th! Best day of the year, EVAH.
Contrary to what normal people think, I think Friday the 13th has always been a fantastic day. It only happens once in a year. So cherish it!

I really really wanna go to JJ. There's a whole lot of things I need to finish up there.
a. Watch Prom Night albeit the uncouraging reviews.
b. Hang out with those people.
c. Buy a new calculator which that shameless, boneheaded, fucking moron of a bitch stole. I'm pretty sure a girl stole it because well duh, we're in an all girls school.
d. New shoes T_T

But thanks to my saddening results, my rents probihited me from going. Blehhh, I came clean and told them my results, just to get that damned feeling outta me.
And now I feel even worse.
And just because of my results, they're treating me like dirt, or lower.. I don't fucking get what's their problem. I'm not a genius, stop expecting the moon from me. I'd rather you go to hell for that. I'm stressed out like hell and I'm trying to get my life back. It's just not the same. But do those people I live it even comprehend? Does they even want to?
They don't. Why? Because they're self centered and only care about their friggin selves. They've got no blantant disregard for anything or anyone but themselves. Stupid, conceited and just plain evil. I suppose I'm just like them now.
I wish I was dead, I seriously do. I just want to stab myself.I.don't.wanna.be.here.
We're so broken. I wish it wasn't this way.

I'm actually considering boarding school or something. ANYTHING to get away from this damned hellhole.Any damn thing.