Bang.

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Raising hell with: Phoenix - Lisztomania

Let’s go slowly, discouraged,
We’ll burn the pictures instead

Happy New Year. Like a text I got, I'm not gonna wish you peace, happiness, hope and whatnot. It's a display of gratuitousness. Instead, I'll wish you the best luck, use it in losing your virginity, getting drunk, eating like a pig, when you're about to give up, when you think you're a goner, scribbling the wrong answer hoping it's right. Oh yes.

Like any other year, a new one calls for resolutions which are again, wanton imo. Seriously, out of 10 resolutions that an average human being makes, he or she only completes [that is, for the sake of doing it] 3. Fer' real. Having said that, I have only one resolution that guess what, ISN'T all that impossible to do. Forget the "Abstain from swearing", and "build concrete friendships with people", it's a load off bullcrap lah. No offence to people setting that resolution, it's just that I'm over it, I did it before, and before, and before and it just gets so cliche. Hell, I FAILED IT. There's consequences, love. Building concrete, lasting friendships means making way for it by eliminating other relationships. And NO, we're not made to have 1000+ friends. We gain 40, we lose 20. That's how it is.

Haven't you realized?


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Raising hell with: Phoenix - Fences

This is gonna sound too common, but I'm jaded.Too jaded to care about my happiness, yours, YOURS. I think the minute, no, the very moment this year started [2010's kinda hard to roll of the tongue so fast right?], there was this kinda Fuck-It-All mode switched on. That's how I feel now, FUCK IT ALL. You think I care shit about the planet? NO. You? NO. School? HELL NO. I'm too fed up to care what you think, what YOU think, what my mum thinks, my dad, people.

Perhaps [rigged.] from now on, I should stop caring so much, so conscious about everything. Let everything ebb and flow the way it wants. I am a resident, old enough to know better, too young to care. ONE SINGLE PERSON like me, isn't gonna make a difference. What about country leaders? They're all single individuals, you think they made any positive difference? Nope, they screwed it up individually.

That's probably why I'm like this. Because. It. Is. Just. Screwed. Up.

I make my own choices. I don't need to listen to anyone, I listened before, I screwed up big time while you laughed at my mistakes.

So hopefully, it'll change. Provided I have my House DVDs, my PSP, coffee and insufficient sleep. Who knows? I might actually end up like him.


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Raising hell with: Phoenix - 1901

I hope you're happy, my loves.

PS. My not-so-bigass resolution is to master the English slang and colloquialisms of the UK. I might be going there after SPM :|