Ending fast.

I feel like....ugh. The English vocabulary doesn't have an suited word so I'm going to write a reaction instead, one you'd have when you see an overly happy, overtly tongue-y couple at a parking lot. Okay, so it wasn't necessarily all UGH, at first it was "Oh okay, how...cute" then they started scavenger-hunting each other's throats and that was when I flipped and went :S

I have to admit, that's not the only reason why I'm currently so riddled with feelings of UGH-itude though. This is gonna sound stupid and worthy of a C-grade horror movie screenplay but...I've been having really...disturbing dreams lately. Have you left yet? No? I'll continue, then.

They're not nightmares, they're not as traumatic as sleep paralysis (been there, done that. If wasn't as if I could really 'do' anything) but they're just protractedly disturbing. I can't remember them fully (Can anyone for that matter?) but they always seem to have the same person, same place but different scenarios that are never, and I mean NEVER good.

Can this actually be connotative of something bad that's going to happen? Hell, am I going to die soon or something?

..............

If that's the case, I'd much rather prefer that recurring dream about eating in KFC or have something much more pleasant and not I'M-GOING-TO-HAVE-TO-BLOG-ABOUT-THIS-TO-CLEANSE-MYSELF-inducing.