The Bitchy Face of Fate

Now Listening : Lady Gaga - Marry The Night  [Zedd Remix]

Fact : I hate my Facebook newsfeed. 

Or so it seems that I'm starting to progressively hate it day by day. Not-so-little cesspool of self-loathing and bitchiness, go back to the hell you came from.

It isn't easy as just deleting people off your friends list, they /are/ your friends after all. It just seems that they have alter egos on social media; alter egos that frequently deserve a painful bitchsmack back to reality on the face..with a chair. Okay.. Rephrase. Don't get me wrong, I love them. I just really hate how affected I'm capable of being over what I see on my newsfeed ):

So this is a problem with me.

I would be doing fine, blocking out all heart-mutilating thoughts. I would've been fine doing a Fucking Good Job at moving on. Occasionally though, The Universe gets bored and decides to toy around just enough to make the hurt annoying as hell, I would see something, just something on my newsfeed that does a hell of a job reminding me of what could've been, what I lost and what I had. It's ridiculously frustrating to see myself be so affected by it, it doesn't have to have that much on an impact but WHY REALITY WHY.

Ah, fudge it.

I should start being a self-respecting human being.

If you'll excuse me, I'll go pour green dye in my mum's fountain and listen to Zedd.

Zeddddd and Porter Robinsonnnn and Madeonnnnn. Yum.