Romanticise

To clear up the confusion I might have caused, Aaron and I didn't break up. We had a huge argument and because some harsh words were thrown around, we both sort of fell into the conclusion that we'd broken up. I don't think either of us would have wanted to affirm it at that time, with all our resentment and 'stress sial'. Besides, imagine going:

"So yeah, just so we're clear. Break off dy right?"

"Yeah lah. Some more what?"

Awkward lah.

We hadn't talked for an entire day (Which feels like forever okay he's one of my best friends). I was still pseudo-boiling and trying all sorts of meditation techniques to calm down. All of them resulted in me screaming "BRAIN STOP THINKING" 

I actually had a revelation when I ate a nugget. Upon eating said Magical Nugget, I had a pep talk with myself.

Our love makes me giggle and say "I don't knowww" when someone asks me "How do you describe love?" It makes me thankful for every mistake I made, every moment I fell down because all of it (I believe) led me to being the person I was when I met and subsequently, fell in love with him. It gives me an insight of all those insane, positive and negative emotions our human minds can capacitate and endure. He'd taught me how love and anger was especially dangerous when entwined but love and happiness would be more beautiful. Those cheesy love songs started making more sense and hell, they still do.  We're not perfect, but knowing how we both can say "Fuck it, I'm yours" even if there could be someone better out there is why I stay. We stay.

So..yes. I called him, we had a good talk and here we are. Perhaps bent, but not broken.

                                      :))

"We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; so in a series of kindnesses there is at last one which makes the heart run over." 

Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451