You're not the only one who has problems, you hypocrite.
Friend? Sorry, I exaggerated. I don't mean well. Not sorry
CRAMPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Frishing cramps.
And to prove my utter distaste of you and your lack of concern for other people, I'm just going to shut up, ignore you and do my Maths. Or at the very least, try to..
Quiet you.
Responsible? God forbid NO. I only bother to do my English homework because it's English, not because I'm jollywell happy in your class and trying to make a clean impression. And yes, you can stop saying my name already..
Hint hint.
GUILTGUILTGUILTGUILT
And those.. are the things that I wanted to say out loud, but didn't in order not to sound more of a blunt idiot than I already am, I hindered myself.
Sighs. What's wrong with me? I'm just so mean. I'm really sorry, you know who you are. I really really am. *stabs self* Want my heart? Here..
Maybe it's the PMS or something. But then again, PMS start from 3 weeks earlier can it?
I feel so damned right now. I'll be willing to bet that there are at least 10 people who hate me right now. *kicks self*
I don't blame them. I
Once too much gets to you, that becomes the problem. It's just TOO MUCH to handle. And then I crack, venting out all my angst and depression towards people I really care about.
I'm so very sorry.
The hellhole right now isn't letting me go.
Prayers do work. But I don't think its gonna work for me anymore. What's the point? I don't have faith in anyone anymore. That includes God as well. Why would He wanna help me? I'm the ironic example of an Atheist praying to God. A hypocritical, two faced, hostile wretch with zero empathy.
No one's free from problems.. But I get amazed at how people can just get over it.
I'm incapable of doing that. All I do is just think of the same thing until this happens.
This whole silently-dying-and-incapitating-myself-but-not-really-I-just-wish-so phase.
Damn, life's a bitch.
You're just not going to let it go, are you?
Well then, enjoy your disappointment.
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