Disorder

I had the best sleep ever just now. The best since the year started wooohooooo.

But I have a fricking job application to type out now, so seeya.

[Edit as of 7.29 p.m.]

Bahhh humbug. I'll multitask.

I find it somewhat alarming that I haven't blogged about video games in a while. Looking at all my blog posts, they're all so orientated on my life right now, school and stress and whatnots. I'll elucidate, I FRICKING HATE IT. For some reason, I've turned my blog into a spectacle of depression or anger or just plain TEENAGERISM. Again, have I mentioned how much I hate it?

What the hell, self?

Oh wells. Shann's playing 358/2 Days and gahhhhhh, I really want Birth By Sleep to come out right this instant. It's not like I can play it during Trials or whut. Grrrrr. COME OUT!!!

Sidenote, I'm watching Oldboy right now. It's pretty nice, kinda slow imo but since I like mindfuck, it'll do

Addition to my Must Rewatch list : Requiem For A Dream
LOLOLOLOLLOLOL I can't decide between the two movie posters so there! :D

I remember watching it when I was 13. IMO. the movie was the perfect epitome of movies based on books. Requiem For A Dream is about addiction and self-delusion and how it ultimately destroys someone. Maybe yeah, it'll come across as boring but no, I found it beautiful. It was deep, as if it wasn't just a movie, but more of a filmed chronicle of real, ordinary people. It shows you how meek and feeble humans really are, how we succumb so easily to what we want and how our pursuit for that perfect, perfect world to live in ultimately destroys us. It's about our delusional selves.

I think Jared Leto did a really good job in thie movie. Kinda makes you think "Geez , why doesn't he just dump his music career and go back to acting? Nevermind the fact that he's a complete a-hole in real life, he's A REALLY good actor!"