Radioactive

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Resonate: Fiona Apple - Why Try To Change Me Now

I'm currently watching a depressingly riveting movie as a my holiday initiation. Kind of....ironic. IF at all I can get the meaning of the word correctly. I'd hate to think I've been messing up irony for a long time running now. Dammit.

It's kind of funny when we [Tis a loose term, subjected to a truckload of interpretations] direct posts to "You" and then expect people NOT to read it but the original intention and the way it's typed is to HAVE them read it. I'm laughing at the whole shebang as I type this because hell, I'm guilty as charged. It's like...privatizing a blogpost with "You" all over it. It's being vague, but in a direct sense. Like writing posts in TINY fonts. Like taking part in the gay pride march and saying "I don't want gay rights to be approved." Like telling your sister "You CAN'T GO OUT" and then giving her the car keys.

It's contradictory.
It's human.
I call BS and hypocrisy. Juste pour le fun :D

Then again, this is all just too normal to notice. It sort of just fits itself into the whole system so that we never notice, at all. There should be a name, but I can't think of anything that fits. I'm sure there's one if I Wiki-ed harder but hell, doing that would be like...Wiki-ing "breathing" or "gossip"

We never realize what we do, most of the time we've got our world revolving around someone else's problem, not our actions. It's a reaction>action mentality. Ehhh, I'm generalizing. It's ONLY the impulsive lot of us.

Hmm.