Sapbucket.

You know what's my most hated question? The type of hate so strong that its gravity is just immeasurable? Like how strong the gravitational pull is at the North Flipping Pole? <-- Physics ftw.

"What's YOUR talent?" and worse than that, the ensuing "Everyone has a talent! D/w" right after that pathetic, gloom-encompassed "I don't have a single talent."

It's such a terrible, terrible question. I've even stopped going for camps because I don't want to have to deal with this type of crap. I know that my distaste for it is just /slightly/ overplayed but enter explanation.

I woke up today with the worst revelation ever, IMO. Albeit an obvious one, it never really had much of an effect on me, call it acceptance. On the other hand, maybe it's a product of my boredom, Idk. I woke up today realising that in my 17 years of living, breathing and eating, I haven't accomplished anything. To make things worse, I can't accomplish anything because my little ability list is...an empty chasm. an empty, dark, sad chasm.

See, even as I type this, I'm still empty and ability-less. And aging. Yeah, I know I'm 17 and that's only a quarter of it but as I grow older, /this/ feeling is only going to go deeper and I need to know that I'm worth just a little bit to myself because well, I don't know when I'll die. It might just be tomorrow.

:(