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Now Listening : She & Him - I Thought I Saw Your Face Today

You know.

It's unbelievably tiring to feel like such a punching bag. I constantly have to resist this strong urge to yell back "I AM NOT MADE OF SAND, I HAVE PHEELINGS TOO YOU ASS." but then I'm hit with the reminder that I /am/ leaving in 20 days after all and there's really no need to put up a bitch fight in a place I'm going to sorely miss once I'm in That Big City With Cray Cray Rapists.

Updates. Well. My family added a new member in the form of my little pumpkin-looking, precious little nephew. I'm not much of a kids-person (despite working in a 80% kid-filled environment) but I swear, just looking at him smiling is enough to subvert any sign of  ":("

I think I'm growing just too paranoid but I have a feeling that I'm being...discarded. Lol. Ignored and ignored but whaddaya do, right? It's life. I walked out before, it would only be natural to have it happen to me as well. Oh but what great timing though. Fuck you, life.

Hm. Have I been left in the dark? Baaaahhhhh. Lord help this stupid feeling get lost.

Right. moving to KL in 20 days. Not sure how to feel about this.