I'm jelly.

I gave up on meditating because I have the discipline of a kid in a free candy store. I can't really 'stop' my mind from thinking. It's not for me, and that's okay. I'm one a quest to find the right niche :D

That quest took me back to working out more and I couldn't be more satisfied! I'm currently following Denise Austin's videos and yes, each one reminds me that she's over 55 and looks fucking awesome. I can only wish I look half as good as she does in that age.

Yes, I very jelly.

So every Monday,Wednesday, Friday and whenever the stress of life overwhelms me, I put on my running shoes and hop around like an idiot in my room trying to ~exercise~

In my efforts to combat depression, I gain a hot body. YEAH BABY. I should probably focus on uhh, expanding my pectoralis major.